♥--Thinking Of You --♥

17aug2011

2011-08-17T19:24:00.002+08:00

It seem that I have forgotten about this blog of mine and its like so long the last time I update.
Guess it is time to say about some recent activities .
This happen on last week Friday 12/8/2011 where theron's birthday chalet is held at downtown east . Before I left for Theron birthday chalet , I thought of visiting my grandmother which just move to NUH from orange valley(some old folk home) . At that time her health wasn't that good already but i have made a promise to turn up for theron birthday chalet , so I chose to go to theron's chalet and decide to visit my grandmother on saturday afternoon .
When midnight come , I receive a call from my parent and at that time I felt something was wrong and I know something happen .
As what I heard from my parent , my grandmother had passed away as my feeling told me .
It is a shocking news for me .... i never expect her to leave so soon . i felt regret that i didn't visit her first .
For the next 5 day from Saturday to Wednesday i have been looking after her at my father's brother house at clementi blk 329 .
Today is the last day which is 17/8/2011 .
i didn't get any good sleep since the pass few day . i was always awake at night to keep a look out for any cat . when we are going to send our grandmother off , what i worried was my dad , he have high blood pressure and i really do not want anything to happen to him . i keep praying for his safety and for my grandmother to leave safetly and peacefully .
well , everything ended smoothly i guess , i cried heavily when seeing my grandmother coffin was push into the incenarate ... that wasn't the end of it .
on the bus back to my father brother house , i was on the bus staring into the sky thinking of nothing , but image came in my mind , it was a bridge with fog where you can't see the end of the other side of the bridge , and there was my grandmother waving hand at me and slowly walking across the bridge , as she walk deeper into the bridge ,there is a shadow slowly appearing . although i never did see my grandfather before , what i saw was my grandfather clearly appearing from the fog as my grandmother walk to him and held each other hand , the bridge was slowly fading away and both wave and say goodbye to me and disappear into the fog . after this ended i came back to where i am sitting on the bus staring into the sky , but tear was flowing down my eye . even now im typing it out , i almost cried out too .
that should be it , the rest is just packing up and get ready to go home .

i saw your message conforting me it cheer me up . although it wan't any big message but as long it is the message from you im happy . thank you very much <3 .
though we have apart from each other for more than a year . my feeling never did fade .

another thing was my relative helping me to calculate what type of person am i .
according to him , im a fire element . weak against cold , aggressive , impatient and emotional . from what i heard from him all are actually correct . he also did say that i will have digestion issue which now im having ....
i now will really need to take care of my own health .
guess due to my impatient that is why we are apart . haix .
is there another chance ? .

so this should be the end of my post . and i got a cold .... and now sick .
i think it is because i stay up all night without sleeping . now feeling so cold .
i need a rest but my handphone is always on , anything text me .
bui bui

2011-06-13T03:58:00.002+08:00

Hi. Back again.

have anyone thought of chasing back a girl you love before?
To me i think i do. There is this girl whom i have not spoken for like the past 1year and i thought we have become stranger. everyday i might be looking at you from far. But recently we started to talk to each other again.
I started having bad dream about the past and insomnia eveyday which i will sleep very late and my sleeping hour is just few hour. everything demoralize me. But when i saw you infront of me i just feel so normal. I wont even think of doing anything stupid or to talk senseless thing.
When i talk to you and make you smile or laugh, theres a different in your smiling and laughing. It look so natural unlike in the past when i make you laugh by doing something stupid. i am happy that u smile and laugh infont of me instead of being abit cold like stranger when having lunch.

now im starting to think of you every moment. Its just like im stuck to you. The past still hunt me of how i hurt you. It prevent me from moving ahead. Im just standing on he same spot and not moving anywhere.

DAMN I JUST HATE THIS HABIT WHy I CANT STOP. i feel like banging the wall ending everything
Im sorry. ....

that should be all. I cant confess anything coz i do not have the right. All i can do is to care from far.

2011-05-22T02:09:00.003+08:00

so long never post already , so was thinking of posting .

so life was still okay ,

but lately my life start going backward ,

suddenly just start missing you start thinking about you .

i just doesn't understand why do i not forget you .

i have done so much thing to make you hate me so that i can forget you and you shall forget me .

but now . it feel that after doing so much thing i still cant let go .

how long have it been already ? 1 year ? or going 2 year already . ...

sometime i see your rs change , i can be happy sometime but sometime not .

as it change to in rs , i will be happy for you and hoping that he will take care of you .

but as it change to s , i feel sad for you ....

i m not trying to pity you but i just dont know why i feel sad for you ...

well short post . thats it . im going to sleep soon .

this few day not very well .

and my body clock is spoilt also .

i need to repair it .

so thats all . bui bui oink oink .

EKHONK .

2011-04-08T23:28:00.002+08:00

it's been like a week already since i came back from medan , Indonesia .

sorry that i didn't post anything new .

so here i am to post all the stupid small detail that i could ever say it out in this one post of mine .

21march ,

early in the morning which i haven't even sleep since the previous night .

gotta pack my luggage and leave for changi airport where i'm meeting all my fellow friend and teacher to go overseas .

i thank you my dad and my mum although in the car on the way to the airport you have never stop nagging at me , i know you care for me , but guess that i just doesn't like to show it in a nice way .

reach terminal 2 saw rauf with his mum sitting there already ( x.x they are earlier than me )

and it's time to part with my dad and mum . kinda wish you two were there to stay awhile more to send me off . but sending me to airport i'm grateful already . i shall not be so selfish and ask for more .

check-in check-in than off we go ~~~ to the plane :D

well i gotta admit that it is my first time taking a plane to overseas , so is a bit of nervous .

so it was a one an a half hour flight .

when the plane goes zoom zoom zoom on the runway and take off , the feeling was damn awesome . that is why i like sky , the view outside the plane is nice and beautiful cloud and cloud .

around 9(singapore time ) 8 ( indonesia time) like this we reach the airport in medan and the place is totally different from singapore , i can say that singapore are more organize while in medan is a bit of messy x.x

and what i'm saying is true , the traffic is real scary . there is just a few traffic light and their road is anyhow , but one thing they amuse me is that there wasn't any accident and it's like a daily life for them to do that , they have gotta use to it .

so after going hotel to check-in at the international asean hotel , we eat breakfast than go back our room to sleep . haha ! gonna be pig >.< oink oink .

than afternoon around 3(indonesia time ) time for us to report to the workshop which is around less than 5min in car .

than as you know what else can you do on the first day there ?

Orientation of cause . walk around the workshop and i saw this car . GOSH !

toyota celica >.< this car look soo cool dude . so wanna buy it but i don't have a driving licence haha so no point buying it XD

than go work work work .

so normally morning is working trying out things like fixing tire polish admin and blah blah blah more . lazy to say haha ( this is really detail ahaha )

so at night normally is eat fast food x.x ( gonna be fat jialat , wait ... im already fat ahaha )

is either kfc or pizza hut , well pizza hut is more healthy eating salad .

than on sunday . is our day off !!!!!! WOOTS

crap here and crap there early in the morning than went out of the room rushing cause we are late haha .

we walk to medan plaza fair which is around 15min walk . ( good form of excerse )

shop here and there and well , i got myself 4 gunpla >.<

than eat eat eat again .

and like normal just shopping for half an hour and we are off back to hotel .

than rauf and the other go out and i was sleeping alone in the room .

so continue another 3 day of work and went back to singapore .

so now actually come back to singapore already will start to miss those staff at the workshop in medan . but we shall see if we have the chance again we shall meet again :D

so that all . bye bye i go take my bath .

just now reach home jiu post this , haven't bath . smelly * hehe >.>

24/3/11 , in indonesia day 2

2011-03-24T02:08:00.004+08:00

24/3/11

( in indonesia day 2)

2am(singapore)

1am(indonesia)

hi to all ,

looking at the time is midnight .

so ~

i do not have anything much to say as i'm currently in indonesia .

there isn't much time to write ,

so now is not the time to post thing on my blog .

but just to let you all know that i'm doing fine in indonesia now .

well , currently only ~~~

kinda miss singapore as the living lifestyle is different and the reason to come here is abit meaningless .

why ?

i shall explain when i reach singapore .

time for me to go to sleep now .

tommorrow i still need to wake up at 6.30am(indo)7.30(sg)

cya my friend or passer-by :D

good nites everyone .

have a pleasent sweet and candy dream >.<

sayonara :D

2011-03-21T19:03:00.002+08:00

arghhhh ....

tommorrow i shall be flying off to another country ,
not immigration XD
just going oversea to work .

and now i'm packing all my stuff ,
soooo troublesome .
clothe clothe pant undergament ...
bring lappy oversea also >.<

so that should be all ,

off to pack my thing byebye

18/3/11 . feeling down again

2011-03-18T02:03:00.004+08:00

back to posting ,
kind of busy lately .

on march 11 , i saw the news
japan got hit by a magnitude of 8.9 and after 10min it was hit by tsunami .
when i saw the news , i was shock , and the next was the nuclear reactor , the coolant have break down and one of the plant is having fire , the next day there is explode .
now im praying for them , as they are my fav country , and not just that they are my fav country , but i doesn't wan to see innocent people kill . praying hard .
my religous was having a so call charity for japan , donate 50 buck and some dried food ,
hope it can help although it is just a small amount .

and for the next few day as usual rotting at home and working .
not much of improvement coz of holiday , doesn't feel like going out also .

today was one of my comcentre friend birthday ( ESMUND )

Happy Birthday to you esmund ,
quite sorry that i cant stay overnight at your chalet as tommorrow i have to report to work .

now is 2am .
soon to go to sleep soon ,
but having the feeling that i cant go to sleep .

well , let say something else ,

next week im flying off to indonesia for my school attachment , ( medan)
it shall be my first time flying oversea ,
wonder what will be the lifestyle over there .
10 days shall be living over there . but only one day that will be given to us for free day .
so 9 working day and 1 off day to enjoy .
cant wait for it .

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To xingyu ,
im sorry to hear about the incident ,
try to cheer up ,
thing sometime does not belong to you and it doesn't deserve to hold on to it .
i hope now your feeling abit better ,
yesterday talk to you on msn awhile ,
i try to cheer you up but i think i fail to do so .
but as you say about that date .
i was like ....
but i doesn't blame you ,
it is over already for me , just that some of that memories remain there that i can't forget .
as you hear me say about that date ,
you try stop talking to me already .
after that try to play audi to pei you cheer you up ,
after one game you dissappear and you never came back as you went out ....
i am sooooooo ...... ( where are you ? ) in audi *
in facebook talk , you say you are coming back but you MIA again ,
haha !
i'm not angry at you . :D .
i won't be angry at you for such small issue .
but i will joke with you hehe .

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this few day i'm thinking about thing ,
my life is kinda boring ,
working , playing , sleeping , eating .
i seem lifeless ....
need to find some colour in my life , but doesn't know how to do so . x.x

today on my way home from downtown east .
saw a few couple on the train ,
and i look at myself ,
what do i have ? nothing .
although i'm moving on with my life , but it doesn't have any improvement .
now having that lonely feeling .

i try cheer other people up ,
so why can't i do that to myself too ?
it's because i know myself too well .....
i know what i want and won't be able to get it .
so , i'm just shutting myself in a room in my heart .

As it was late in the night ,
there isn't any bus on service .
slowly walk home alone ,
feeling the wind feeling abit good ,
but looking up into the sky ,
there isn't anymore star as there use to be ,
just like the past .
and so the windy feeling turn sour .
from cooling to coldness ...
the loneliness feeling ....

as i write out my feeling here ,
i'm placing my feeling ,
memories ,
all into my post .

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it's late night already , gotta go sleep ,
i have been day that haven't be sleeping well ,
memories does hunt me back .
everything i do , there shall be some flash back .
okay , stop with the talking anymore .
i shall be signing off now .

good night everyone .

let's pray for the fast recover of japan and the safety for the people in japan .
cheer up for those who are feeling down too .

back

2011-03-11T10:44:00.004+08:00

its been long since i last update .

well almost a year have pass and alot if thing do happen in my life .

i doesn't know where to start so i wil just start on my birthday 25feb .

on that day was like my birthday and yet to myself coz i do not have anyone to celebrate with , so i went working like normal day.

than skip skip roll roll as day pass *

7 of march ,

my math test .

it was easy ! as i tot it will be hard coz i do not understand anything about fomula all this ,

but as i took out the book and previous year paper , gosh ! it was damn easy .

although that my exam paper i leave around 3 empty question ( 2 is doesn't know how to do and 1 is i accidentally miss ...... )

8 of march ,

went to farmmart with my singtel peepz to go prawning XD it was fun hehe IM the king of prawn fishing ! RAWR!

caught around 40 i guess XD

so around morning 5 than reach home tired ~~~ ( gone to slp)

10 of march

which is yesterday after work went home take a bath and went to wei hao house to play mahjong ,

earn money XD

play until morning still haven slp , but as morning come , the cold weather remind me of some memories ....

feeling abit low coz of the flash back which happen at your birthday chalet ,
it the same feeling as whole nite din slp .( the same as last year )

feeling so sorry ( but still nothing will change , as sorry this word is nothing . ) ( so can just forget about it )

now im not feeling well , not so good ....
stomach not good ,

feel like vomiting .
abit of blood i threw out , but its just some minor case when i reach home .

now im gonna take a rest .....

so damn tired . nite nite peepz >.<
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to those who i din reply on my tagbox ,

im so sorry as im away from my blog for a long time .

@ xingyu : yup my blog have alot of heart >.<

@ vanessa : thank you for wanting me to cheer up .

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anyway i will be flying to indonesia on 22march to 30 march for attachment :D

2010-12-10T00:57:00.003+08:00

end my life .

haha now i know already , how it is like to be throw aside .

there isn't a need for you to care about me anymore and i will not care anymore about you .

it kind of funny that i still wanna be friend with you .

but than , to think again .
nah

the moment you break my trust , there isn;'t anymore way .

life is just like how i predict ,
it is just like how i fear ,
relationship ,

yes , i fail in it coz im too naive .
too easily to trust ppl .

tear ?

i drop 1 tear for you .
and let me say this for the last time ,
yes i did , drop a tear for you .
one is enuff .

i will never show anyone my soft side anymore .
swore to myself ,
even if im sick , i wont nid anyone to take care .
i will care for myself .
i faint and die will also be my own problem .
i will carry everything by myself .
sharing isn't anything
it is not a choice for me ,
so i choose not to share .
im being selfish .
that is my nature ,
i dun like share thing ,
i dun like to be lie
i dun like to be throw one side .

a girl word can sound so nice once in awhile ,
but it could be deadly .
haha .
to ever think of the future so far .
nope all are a lie ,
all are just my imagination .
it is not true .
it wont come true . yup .
i say de word from that day i meet you .
is all true , none is lie .

bye bye .

2010-12-09T02:30:00.002+08:00

hmmm well what to say .

think your the only one that might visit my blog ,

or maybe stil got 1 or 2 people that will come to my blog .

till now , im still wondering about it .

wondering about the question i ask you , i really want to know .

wether you did lie to me anot , i dun really care much . i will forgive you .

i dun hold it back anymore .

knowing the truth is all i wanna know that it .

yes i did something wrong ,

i shouldn't have gone so fast with my step that i accidentally step on you . without knowing that you are wearing a shoe already .

im staying happy now .

i know that you wanna avoid the topic i say ,

you have been avoiding it ,

im pushing myself .

to work hard in everything ,

im not gonna fall back .

falling sick is not a option for me ,

even if i did , i will still be fine .

okay done with talking ,

hope you understand what i say .

ytd i mean 8dec .

as usual morning wake up late and go to class late for math lesson .

blah blah blah teacher there teaching thing which i dun even know a thing =.=

nid to study on my own .

in the afternoon ,

i went back home coz i din bring my towel as my pe lesson today i swimming .

went home , 2 hour break ,

lay down on bed slp awhile like piggy zzzz

wake up rush back to sch .

haha teacher is late heng im not late .

than go swimming ~~~

so fun .

swim swim till my nose pain coz of the water pressure .

dive into the water with my body in the water and my leg out of the water haha

water ballet o.o

NO WAY haha !

330pm , finish pe le ,

go toilet wash wash wash ,

wooo my friend all say my hair colour very outstanding haha .

finally !!! outstanding XD

funny thing , wear my boxer walk out of the toilet coz my clothe all outside in my bag haha .

the wind is blowing and im freezing .

than got life skill programme make up lesson for next week tuesday ,

than next week tuesday im free haha no lesson on that day >.<

life skill programme watch money not enuff 2 .

quite touching coz the mother scacrfice herself to save her daughter . T.T

almost cry .

at the same time looking into the phone .

no sms at all haix ...

finish at 430pm ,

walk to bus stop and the rain start pouring , damn this sux ! i hate raining day .

as usual , when feeling down , i like to walk under the rain .

( walk under the rain till reach my house downstair )

try finding my two cat .

both are still missing T.T

they also dun wan me le ...

went home and take a bath .

on comp see if got any update anot .

nope your not online or anything .

fb wall no update also .

very emo ..

than start sick le .

moody time always get sick easily ,

most likely is not about my health falling sick ,

but is my heart falling sick .....

after that leaving my lappy on *

and for me going to rest and slp .

but i cant seem to fall aslp .

i try to slp while not thinking of anything but still ,

you keep coming into my mind .

sigh *

around half an hour later ,

someone call me and it was you .

i pick up and no one was there ,

i try 2 miss call you and you say your not with your phone .

i dun get it ....

after reciving a wall comment from you ,

i guess you online le ,

but than , i really have no mood

i dunno how to reply you ....

am i angry anot ?

im not sure about myself .

dinner i din eat .

eat 2 spoon and i stop .

and you keep asking me to eat medicine and ya i eat le .

bitter YUCK !

cough *

than after that is quite nothing much le .

everything seem abit normal but not the same at all .

okay done updating .

fullstop .

bye .

2010-12-08T20:55:00.001+08:00

fallen sick again ,

i doesn't wanna say much .

i ask you a question .

and you have been running away from it ,

you haven answer me yet .

i feel so down .

doesn't wanna think of anything ....

2010-12-07T20:25:00.003+08:00

today is a bad day for me ...

because i found out something .

im sorry , it was myself to fall for you , im the third party ....

but i really did wish you could have told me the truth ,

i trust you , but today when i see your fb profile ,

i cant see your wall , im being block ,

and the next thing is the lastest post you post on your wall .

if it wasnt by your friend to say something to you .

i wont have know about it .

today actually i was planning to ask you go jp

so that we can shop to buy food , and i can buy some snack for you .

but i dun think so le .

i feel so down .

but still i thank you ,

for caring me when im sick ,

for making me smile when im feeling down ,

and i enjoy going out with you .

im sorry for everything , and i cant be your audition couple also le because i got ban .

if you have anything to tell me just sms me , i will always be there for a listening ear and help you .

to tell the truth i really did fall for you ...

i will still continue my life . silently .

2010-12-04T23:18:00.003+08:00

friday . 3rd of dec .

i din turn up for work .

coz i dun feel like .

gave a excuse and i din go .

well in the end ,

went out with someone .

meet at jurong at 115.

around 1 when i reach mrt station ,

saw zulfiqar and azizi .

talk with them awhile than say bye coz train come le .

reach already at jurong .

wait awhile than she came up .

went to funan to change my lappy first .

on the way there ,

lend my psp to her to play .

she play till so happy ,

so eventually i din play and i also dun want to play ,

rather her be happy playing while seeing her play , than me playing while she have nothing to do

she was having fun playing 5 key button .

seem so pro x.x

although she say she how long nver play le , but seem like still okay mah .

reach funan mall microware . while waiting for the ppl to set up another lappy for me ,

walk walk around the shop see at all the lappy .

after getting my lappy , time to eat something .

knowing that as usual she haven eaten her lunch ,

walk walk walk till somewhere near clark quak(dunno how spell )

than take mrt to dhouby ghaut to eat lunch .

reach dhouby ghaut *

went to eat long john sliver , chit chat awhile while eating .

laughing here and there ~

than she say she saw her ex pri sch friend ,

tot that the guy wont rmb her , but in the end when leaving , she look at her expri sch friend ,

her ex pri sch friend actually give her a grim

haha , so he do rmb her afterall .

hmmmmm, so what to do after that ??? o.o

walk up and down in plaza sing , just to find the mini toon , well

one thing ,

there isnt any mini toon in plaza sing ~.~

so walk around before going to yishun as she want to meet her gan di .

so okay lor .

take mrt again . choo choo ~( okay maybe wrong coz not streamtrain)

and the same thing , play play play psp on train .

reach yishun le ,

suddenly dunno why feel tired .

walk with her til yishun interchange than she call her gan di ,

her gan di say is 812 the behind behind one ,

we walk to the back than saw 812 and like , onli got one 812 stop mah got two meh ?

than continue to walk down and erhhh really got sia haha .

well she ask me wan go anot ,

hesitate awhile , tot of going , but than is like all there de is she know de ,

and i go there will be like x,x

so never go .

coz i also dun like to go if got no invitation .

waited for the bus to arrive ,

and if she got ask me to go ,

i will go de ,

but she din ask ,

so nvm , i will just pass ,

after she board the bus ,

i just walk off and my head is like pain ...

freaking pain , just dunno why is like you just leave and my head just start to feel hurt .

walk awhile than got this guy say nid money take bus coz he lost his wallet and nid to go home ,

so i just ask him how much he say 80cent , so nvm lor just gave him 1 dollar ,

pat on my back and say jesus will look after you ...

i was like .... pls la ... nvm .

just pass him the money and just leave .

and still no mood and tired and pain .

but no choice cant do anything , so went to my friend house

on the way on train , you call me say you are lost and dunno where you ,

i was kind of worry coz your under the rain and i wanted to take cab back to find you de .

but than after that you find your way le so i just ok bah go to my friend house .

went to my friend house to slp . really pain .

half of the day with my head pain .

around 9 than leave for home

well you say that your having fun there so im quite okay coz your having fun :D

reach home , on comp awhile watch movie ,

than around midnight off my comp say we sms de , but sorry that i fall aslp .

when slping . i saw something ,

saw your image in a flash than i wake up le . than i notice i fall aslp :(

well today still okay bah . well

today what happen .

quite lazy to say out haha

okay im off cya .

having inhouse game later with my brother .

we shall win XD

random

2010-12-02T22:22:00.001+08:00

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the female rejected the male aplogize .
the male rabbit was very sad and decide confess to her .

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the female rabbit decide to forgive him because she also
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muacks * shy*

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will you be my stead ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-12-01T00:12:00.003+08:00

30nov .

which is a normal tuesday
just that i zao my sch life skill programe haha
why ? coz got section head go spot check , so i dun want go .
and another reason is to go watch movie >.<
went to watch megamind ,
well although miss the first 10min ,
the movie is still nice and funny hahaha
walk out of the orchard central than walk under the sun soo shiok haha
she say she is a lizard haha ,
wont la >.<

after that went to find someone de friend to pass her de thumbdrive
walk walk at robinson while waiting for her :D
than went to istan to buy sweet haha . (she brought 5box haha so many sia XD )

after that went to bugis to get my lappy at sim lim square
on the way to simlim square start to rain abit le .
than gone to the microware shop , they say not at sim lim de =.=
is at funan de , and i was like sian ... nid go down there
after that go bugis street walk .
the rain was big x.x
had to run across the road . and you arh . almost almost alMOST !
got knock down by the lorry , if the lorry din stop hor .
i will be very sad de .

after that spent around few hour in bugis street walking haha
she spent around 100+ buck in bugis street haha
buying tube , shirt and necklace , hat and bracelet and etc .
haha
the funny thing is you keep asking yourself should you buy the hat ?
waste like half an hour just at there but in the end still buy haha ~~
well after finish buying , it was like 6 plus le
than you have to rush home le .
coz you cant go home late ,
so nvm i go funan myself to collect my lappy .
and by that time i think you are also hungry le bah ??
coz from morning till like 6plus still haven eat any food except for popcorn onli.

but lucky you never go with me to funana coz there got car accident ,
and it just happen infront of me .
and i was like what the ?
after collecting my lappy went home ,
take bus slowly go home .
reach home around 9 le .
lie to my mum say i buy some part for my lappy spending like 28 and 15 buck .
coz 28 is for necklace and 15 is for hat de haha

after that jiu blah blah blah nothing much le :D

you dye your hair although not so jun ying ,
but than still nice :D
very eye catching too >.<

2010-11-29T03:03:00.004+08:00

27nov ,

well nothing much to say on this day ,
as usual work work work ,
just that one thing which im kind of dissappointed that is someone was inside the shop standing within a range which i can see you ,
but i was busy serving customer that i din notice you D:
that wasss so not good ....
than during closing that time when im doing restocking for the iphone in the office ,
my manager climb up the ladder to get the iphone , than he pass to me .
but on the 3rd or 4th box he pass to me , he dint pass properly and i try to get hold of the box , i hit my left hand on the shelf . i put ice on it so i tot it will be okay .

28nov

as normal wake up in the morning and gone to work .
almost late for my work but well , im on time :D
start working blah blah blah
till afternoon where you normally wake up, i sms you
but you reply me that you just gone to jb and come back
and im like D:
you went to jb early in morning than never tell me .
tot you were stilll slping in your bed like a pig XD

well after that some blah blah blah again ( skip )
at nite you told me that you are coming to return the mio tv box , im kind of happy haha XD
coz i get to see you ,
before your reach jp ,
i as my manager if she wan drink anything and i make use of that reason to sneak out of singtel to pei you go singpost return the mio tv box .
when you first come into the shop , i got the feeling that you are standing there ,
when i turn my head over , i saw you , but i was stun (5sec)>.<>.< ) well my friend which is also part timer saw you with me >.< color="#33ccff" size="5">just that today got chio bu >.<
really is chio de *w* ;shy

2010-11-24T18:49:00.002+08:00

weee back here again :3

today in sch there is nothing to study de
all is fun fun fun and more fun XD
first thing go to sch late ,
but teacher din mark me late .
than go sch clean classroom lol ?
spring cleaning x.x
my class onli 4 people include me power sia
somemore our classroom is the big one haha
started the cleaning at 9+ and im incharge of sweeping the floor .
and guess what . when i sweep the floor i saw a underwear at a corner and that was like WTF ?
HOLY KE MAMA !
why is a underwear doing here ...
comfirm someone hanky panky there arh ~ haha
after cleaning , section head came in my class to check on us ,
well he din scold us but instead talk to us nicely telling how we can do to study well and get high gpa score .
we joke with him but he also did joke with us too , although he can be strict sometime , he can also be a funny and easy going person .
finish chatting with my section head . he left the class .
and i just found out he din catch my hair colour hohohoho ~~~~

during lunch time i saw jun hee walking outside 7/11 when im inside eating chicken .
first time seeing him in ite although i know he study there :3
talk talk talk than he nid go off already .
and that is when my class rep come in and treat me ice cream haha cool
inside a cold room eating icecream haha sooooo coold sia ~~~ ( shivering *)
soon before going to find my class to board the bus , bought lot of snack up the bus to eat .
got roller coaster , got nachos , got sunflower seed , got cracker and somemore which i forget .
haha
on the bus eat eat eat , very fast jiu eat finish le XD ( like pig nia hahaha )
than jiu lay down and want to fall aslp .
5 min later .
heard a sound . boom . =.=
thunder roar and everyone on bus was like . DAMN !
dun rain leh , later we dragon boat we dragon roar back than you know arh thunder !
haha .
but still rain pour down so big like no one bussiness .
and for me when boarding the bus i feel it hot and i open the 4aircon hole and blow at me .
when rain come , i slp again after my classmate settle down .
slp halfway and im like ....... shivering * big time , why ?
coz i forget 4aircon hole are blowing at me =.=
smsing with my princess , although not too much coz she is having her red camp last day , so i din wan to disturb her last day fun at red camp .

rain start to settle down when we reach our destination .
and there is where it start the dragon roar !
after blah blah blah of safety talking .
time to get on the boat weeee .
my class was spilt into two group and im in the second group .
it was fun rolling the boat .
out group cheer song was funny . *w*
and it start like this
*roll roll roll a dragon boat down the bedok reservoir ,
gently gently gently we shall knock ppl boat ,
roll roll roll the dragon boat we shall roar like dragon ,
quick and fast and we will win the race .*

during the race we win haha !
roar like dragon and fast as a dragon !
cool .
although during the race my friend the paddle hit my finger and than bleed =.= (ouch)
but nevermind haha it was fun XD

and now here reach home bath hao le
nothing to do .... =.=
bored leh .
waiting for your sms to come , yet so long haven come :(
guess i just have to wait abit more longer bah :D

2010-11-21T01:20:00.003+08:00

look at the time . opps pass midnight ,
so i guess is about yesterday on this post .

morning wake up ,
well not feeling well coz sick .
went to work .
work like normal .
around 3 plus than she sms me .
saying that she is going to her work .
well she is a teacher giving tuition .
Miss sherrill >.<
well today i work till i forget to eat my lunch x.x
dun care much about that .
work work work ~~~
( from dunno what time ~~~~ to 8plus)
she say that she is at jp also with her parent XD
ohhhh soo good :D
tell her that must find me ,
coz i want to see her XD
9plus . well too bad the shop is close already or else you could come in to see phone and pei me awhile.

when i was serving other customer , i was alway looking at the escalator seeing if you would be coming down from there .i was always distract XD
so customer ask what i alway nid them to repeat twice >.<

during closing of shop , i stand near the door to prevent other ppl from coming in the shop coz is close .
after awhile saw you walk pass awhile .
wanted to come out to greet you , when i put my head out in between the door ,
saw your little sis and your mum .
and you just look at me and smile .
although there wasn't any talking but still it okay , silent meeting >.<
saw your hair colour which is dark brown colour .
think you might nid to dye again to make your colour more obvious .

when you walk away from singtel , and stand infront of the nubox shop .
i have been looking at you in the shop .
to think that no one will know , but actually your little sis found out x.x
i just keep looking at you , i just cant seem to take my eye off you >.<

hope next time you come with your parent when im working so that can pei me XD

when going home ,
my college gave me a panadol , although i hate to eat it ,
in the end i still eat it .
it wasssss sooooo bitter T.T .
keep drinking water , when i leave the shop i can still taste the bitter in my mouth .
so i went to buy a lollipop to eat . strawberry trans flavour .
just to cover the taste of the bitter .

now seem like i have nothing to do but to think of your cute sotong expression when i first saw you >.<
i wanna try forget , but cannot coz it become a part of memories tht cannot be deleted .

think this shoudl be enuff for today , >.<

im tired and sick x.x =.=

well cya ;mua my ;lub

a new begining

2010-11-20T01:59:00.004+08:00

it been long since i last update my blog .

what is in the past is all in the past .
time to let go of it .

im fall sick le :(
so not good . having high fever again ...
head giddy and get tired so easy .
but still going to work regardless my situation of my health .

i meet this girl recently ,
first time knowing her is in game .
just to tot that i and her will just be friend and playing .
but sooner , i and her are getting quite along well .
on 13nov , i waited for her because i have said to show her what is cosplay
although i have wait almost like half a day i dun mind XD
when she arrive at the suntec convection hall .
i went out to find her . and i stood outside hall 402 ,
eating my bread and drinking meiji strawberry milk .
i saw this girl walking around , at first sight, i was wondering if that was her ,
as she walk in to hall 403 i think that i mistook her as another person .
but after that she came back out and walk around like a sotong ,
so i tot of giving a call to see if that was her .
and guess what , it was really her >.< the cute sotong is actually the one im waiting for XD
brought her around to see cosplay ,
and she was very in to it >.<
and i say this to her ( if you were to cosplay i will personally be the first to go your house and escort you )
when i say that i never did expect myself .
to fall for you >.<

nowaday , everynight i am always sitting infront of the computer starring at my monitor waiting for your reply >.<
during sch or work always looking into my phone to see if there is any messenge anot .
thinking of you have led me to stun myself .

i saw your prom nite dressing .
i was dazzale by you . to want to keep seeing your photo XD
i sound abit like a stalker but im not .
to you , you say yourself is not so pretty , but in my eye you are like a pearl , purely cute and beautiful.

if i were to go out with you ,
first thing i will prepare is to give you ;flow
if i were to go catch a movie with you ,
i will prepare to give you a hug* to keep you warm
if i were to be alone with you
i will ..... ( guess it yourself XP )

you are in my mind 24hr
it is so hard to remove it ,
even if i found a way to remove it ,
i dun think i will want to remove it too .

you are a princess
and i hope i can be your prince ,
but i perfer to be the beast coz i like ' beauty and the beast' >.<

so i think i will end here .
still running fever .
but i will take care of myself and not to let you worry about me .
i will drink more water and eat the yucky medicine even though i hate ( i force myself to eat)
im sick yet im working , and i give you my word that i will not push myself too much .
i will know my limit :D

for last .
i ;luv ;lub you
;mua
;shy

15 10 10

2010-10-15T00:33:00.003+08:00

back to posting .

its been quite long already .

25july , .... 3 month already . it already so long when you leave ,

miss that disturbing action of your .

i will study hard work hard de mei , so dun worry

the other thing is ,

life have never been so heavy before ,

ever since 4 month ago .

im just sorry .

for now , i know that what i say , it will not reach you .

you are happy i guess .

hope you really are .

eeyore i have been slping with it everynight ,

i wish to place it in a corner but i cant .

i will still went to get it to hug everynight .

now all i want you to be happy ,

that it .

buai buai

jurong point posties

2010-10-08T00:36:00.003+08:00

well it been long last since i last update my blog .

im updating now by the request of trixie telling me to update my blog .
so here i am going to update it .
ok i update already .
XD just kidding .
holiday holiday gonna end soon .
working at jurong point singtel was so much fun with all the part timies .
although we might not be able to work together forever .
but i have fun with you all .
it was fun .
at jurong point there is always happy time and sorrow times .

happy time was always created by all the singtel staff , that include part timies too .

sorrow time was when i walk through jurong point . memories flash back in my mind where i first met you and now i still think of it . i should have forgotten about it long time ago , but still i cant let go i just doesnt know why ....

after sch reopen , im still gonna work at singtel having fun with all the staff on fri to sunday . $.$
that all i have to post .

bui bui peepz

hmmmm

2010-09-06T19:00:00.000+08:00

well back to update my blog.

i know i never update for sometime le .

stil doing fine .just tat bored as alway .

today fall sick le ._.
temperature 38.5 ...
nose block . damn nt feeling good.

well i go rest cya.

black hawk

2010-08-10T01:20:00.002+08:00

cool man .
today black hawk come back together
everything was good
it was fun :D
went to watch firework
saw the plane doing stunt
and listen to the sonic boom of the plane was totally freaking nice
make me feel so alive :X
thx black hawk for giving today a happy and memorable day
hope to meet up soon again :)

2010-07-30T17:44:00.003+08:00

so damn not good .
why people post thing on your wall it okay de .
i post something on your wall ,
you must remove it ?

WTH LA ! .

kan no mood again .
why everytime i want post thing always is having down mood de !
why cannot be happy de ..

now i lost a sim card ..
good , damn good .
put inside a box lock in my drawer .
gone le .
think people will also start to forget about her existance .
she gone and people will care anymore le bah
i guess ?
or they still do ,
but than inside their heart ?

told someone i lost thing belong to her .
reply is just a "okay"
so what is this trying to mean ?
....
sua liao .
why do everything around have to make me hate everything .
is it because it is everything i hate ?
or because my heart cant get the right answer i want ?

just now suddenly black out .
scare dao myself .
but than now okay le .

that all .
bye

love you girl which i do not have the chance to love you now .

2010-07-27T15:57:00.002+08:00

think there is nothing to hide from anyone else .

my life sux .
it really do .
2person i really care just suddenly leave me .
it is so hard to carry the feeling .
yet i did .
i might be laughing infront of anyone ,
but my heart is not .
i am just wearing a mask on my face .

i wanna fall but i cant .
i am still moving . but dragging myself .

to ppl think that i bring laughter to you all ,
yet i dun think so .

i wanna go down le .
i scare one day i will just fall and never to stand up again .
i just wann a rest . a quick slp would be good .
but everytime i close my eye .
i see something .
i cant slp ...
it been 5 day le ...
to lie to you ,
yet suffering alone ...

now she is gone .
i dun have someone to please to care for you instead of my place .
in the first place it was me who ask her to care about you .
i was behind everything ...
now you know the truth .

nothing will still change .

i wanna be alone now...
i just want to be alone .
inside my heart there is only one you .
it wont change forever .
but someone close to me the feeling i also have .
she my 2nd one to leave me in this world le ...

does god have to be so unfair to me ?
is it i done alot of bad thing ?
i will be punish for it ,
but why take it on other ppl ....

someone i love
and someone very close to me like sibling ....

hate life hate everything
hate myself the most ...

2010-07-23T19:32:00.001+08:00

back to post .
erm
nothing to post ,
just want to say my audi lvl up XP
now lvl 11 .
5 more lvl chiong ubp get money le haha

that all i guess .

feeling so different this few day .
it like not being myself ...

well the rest next time than say
bye :)

walk forward

2010-07-19T02:48:00.003+08:00

hi people .

back to where i am suppose to be

sick le this morning . 39.8 .....

too high le bah =.=

now feeling better

fever gone down le .

few week already .

being trap in my past .

and not being able to move forward .

now i think i can move forward le .

put down everything le .

hope your happy .

this is really the last time i am saying .

i wont be turning back my back again .

sorry for holding you back .

tml seeing my mei in sch .

she just go transfer to cck ite .

hope she is feeling better now .

or else tml she will still be at home resting .

get well soon .

so shag right now .

i will go slp now .

ntie nite people .

2010-07-10T11:22:00.002+08:00

thing happen change alot .

im not emoing , just feeling sad that it.
what can i do about it ?

am i a foolish person ,
too stupid that i cant let go ?

feel like banging my head on the wall .

thing are hard to get back once you lost it .
even if you found it ,
it might not be your anymore .
but still caring for that thing from far .
that thing will never know that i am there caring ,
even if that thing did ,
it might be ignoring and avoiding me .
so hard , so painful ,
but yet still continue .
tell myself to give up already ,
but i cant .

every night thinking .
everyday thinking .
whenever i am doing anything ,
i still think of it ,

well .
i just guess i have to walk a step see a step .

stay happy peepz

2010-07-05T22:40:00.002+08:00

i wont be back anymore here .
the blog i am going to say it dead .

two person nid to be vanish from earth
than she can be happy .

bye .

a happy life for now on . that it .

30june

2010-06-30T08:56:00.003+08:00

ok ,

just simple thing to say .

thing are going to change from now on .

becoz as my plan fail ,

i will have a backup plan .

from now on ,

im chasing her back .

and i mean it .

no matter what i wont stop trying ,

even it mean to fail a million time a billion time ,

i will still keep on chasing her back .

nothing to gonna get in my way to stop me from chasing her back .

29/6/10

2010-06-29T20:59:00.003+08:00

ok back to post ....

ytd work , not bad la .

but this morning wake up see facebook ,
saw something ...

feeling so shag right now .....

reason of what i do ,
there is another reason behind it .

you wont know it .

hoping you to study well , but i dun think so now .
the plan of what i done cannot be done anymore ....

haix .... just cant let go ...
the wound is too deep le .
i was still believing that you will still stay single , till your exam over .
but it is not . im sorry .
nothing can reverse what i have done .
hoping that when your exam is over ,
we could start everything over anew .
and those thing wont happen again between us .

still holding to it , but no one will ever know it .
to those who know who i am talking ,
pls keep the comment to yourself ,
i know im dumb ,
becoz im really is one .

was planning alot of thing ,
but i guess i will keep it to myself .

ok .

this week ,
alamak ...
very pack sia ...
tml nid pei friend buy his bbq food ,
than tml and the day after tml nite nid work .
friday at east coast there ton , to celebrate his beday .
till sat ,
than sat have to go wh mum ex workplace do work ...

wa , busy man i am arh LOL ~~.
=.=

ok wont say much ,
my smile is real or fake ,
i will let you ppl to decide .

27 june

2010-06-28T00:54:00.003+08:00

sowwie peepz for not posting last few day XP

ok .
so actually the day before ytd and ytd i forget what happen le ...
ps hor peepz . me stm XP

ok today .
27june .
hmmmm as usual late wake up
coz slping like one pig oink oink XD
than see phone .
wh msg me o.o ???
asking me got what thing fun at escape .
so reply him
me: pirate ship , hunted house , go cart , the water slide de . that all .
wh : play le few round le , still got what else .
me: nothing else ? onli this few fun onli , water slide play le ?
wh: dun wan get water .
me: than go cart leh ?
wh: lazy drive
me : wa piang leh like that might as well dun play haha coz nothing else other than those le .
wh: =.=

after that wh ask me want go eat steamboat anot ~~~
say okay lor , try find ppl to go with me ,
but no one wan go .
so sad sia ... T.T
actually got , jie wei lor .
he call me .... WTF LA
he say ,

jie wei : walao going bugis bo jio
me: jio you for what
jie wei: i also wan go mah
me: dun wan leh i dun wan you go leh .
jie wei : walao .... so your ex got go anot ..
me: .....( ma de , jitao no mood ) no la , she din go la , you wan go you go dian xiao er la(roast herb duck shop) haix .... *than haven talk finish i kup his call *

so leave house go find wh and her gf eat steamboad lor ....
on mrt , playing psp , ( dj max ) unlock few new song hehe swee la coz long time never play le .
than saw one guy leaning against the mrt door ,
than when the door open , he chua tio liao .
i laugh sia LOL !( ROFL)

than reach bugis find wh ,
go eat the what arh ??
erm think call tian tian steamboat arh ? alamak so fast forget le .
dun care .
sit down le ,
choose soup ,
wh choose : tom yam
Wh gf choose : corn rib soup ( dunno is like this spell anot )
than me : hmmm ma la bah , ( the very spicy de soup base)
than take food , eat eat eat .
suay sia . the oil keep tio me for the bbq de ...
stand up , my shirt got one dot one dot of oil stain de ....
tio my eye also LOL .... pain sia =.=
but awhile okay le .
after eat hao steamboat than jiu go walk walk lor .
go bugis junction walk ...
(but i feel like light bulb sia =.= haix ... )

at the dunno what shop .... 77th street arh i think ( forget what number le )
wh go take one boxer ( lip kiss picture de )
than he say go wear this comfirm swee de .
the shop people walk pass see dao , than keep laughing ..
than another one is , wh gf . LOL
she keep laughing , coz she keep thinking about wh wearing that
aiyo , bad girl arh think of this kind of this ,
wh ~ , faster go buy and fufil her sexual fantasy ~
all the way while walking she is still laughing ,
than go arcade play awhile .
play bishi bashi ....
i noob sry hor :(
play awhile jiu lose le
so go walk again ,
walk till the brigde to iluma ,
than i say i go home ,
than bye bye to wh and his gf .

on my way home ..

F la ... lose my phone earpiece the connector ....
ma de ...
than cannot listen to song , coz psp no bat le .

reach home bath , than do bo lor ...
get comp from my didi ,
than play awhile before they all say they going off ,
ok , now left me lor >.>
hmmmm ....

haix .. so bored .
lfie so different .
every night dunno whats the reason than just turn emo ...
every night the emo get worst and worst ...
so hard ... haix ...
just dunno the reason ...

well that all for my post .

for those tml sch reopen ,
jiayou for your studies

and one more thing is night time i will be going to work for restarant.
so wont be available at nite ,
for those who wan find me ,
ps wont be replying you after 11 i guess ,.
but still just sms me so i know that you are looking for me :)

23june

2010-06-24T01:24:00.003+08:00

back .

WAHAHA .

Ok , first thing first ,

im officialy tio hit by fever , going down le . may day may day ~~

ok .

today bussiness.

early morning wake up , on comp play awhile
coz later nid go out meet friend than to see our new sch ( cck ite )

1040 leave house , walk to find syhami .
than walk to blk 416 find sly haha .
hot day =.=

than walk to lot 1 food culture eat . chicken rice .
haha i finish my food , but syhami and sly cannot finish haha .
after that they wan go smoke .
pei them , but i din smoke :X (i dun smoke de )

funny thing was after they smoke .
all 3 of us go 2nd floor toilet do bussines LOL !!!!
than went to axs machine book sly birthday bbq pit :)
press le everything , wth ?
why cannot pay by posb ????
lol ?
than hit the machine .
coz onli can pay by depay , citibank and one more is forget le .
than syhami press the depay .
O.O (eye big big )
can pay by posb sia LOL!!!!
WTF LA
HAHA. but still continue hit the machine ROFL ~

walk to our new sch .
as usual ,
school bus from dover is always late .
so we walk around first
first thing see is toilet LOL LA !!!!
WHy Toilet ??? HAHAHHAHA JOKE SIA!
than go back gate wait for yassin .
but back gate no open =.= somemore the gate is on the bridge de .
climb over the gate .
like spider man LOL! !!!!
crap sia . but pls dun try this .
dangerous 10/10* ( fall down your gone from this world .... touch wood )
while climbing over , cut down my middle finger ...
deep sia ....
pain awhile onli after that no more ...

Our new sch arh ...
big is big ,
but we go there we din say it good ,
we find all the bad point of the sch LOL~!
than walkwalk walk .
want go forest walk de ,
but raining .
so din go .

1hr later my class finally arraive ..
that part lazy say ... ( our ft cmi de . lost the way hahahaha )

after tat go home change clothe go out to lan play

HAHA the lan wtf ?
lousy comp .

laggy de ...

3hr after lan .

time to eat dinner XP

go jp buy chicken rice , packet it .
there got table dun wan eat there lol
go void deck eat ROFL .
than talk alot and alot of crap .
than go home at around 1015.
reach home 1045 le so late x.x

well than play play audi awhile than at here do thing le :)

ok
end of post for today .
XD

but than hor ,
i fever like no fever sia HAHA .
still can laugh de .
>.<

reason

2010-06-23T07:31:00.002+08:00

Rmb this ?

i hope you understand why i say that ytd . becoz i do not like being ignore .

well hope you read le and you will rmb this post i did last time . and understand .

label : im not angry , im jus ignoring u .
reason : ur phone tio taken away i dun care .....
______ u can write on my tag box aug 5 tagg back
______ but u cant tell me tat ur phone tio taken away arh
______ at least tell me on my tag box rite ....
______ i sms u was like on 2 or 3 or 4 of aug leh .....
______ u din even bother telling me ....
______ why so irresponsible ...
______ my phone tio taken i also will like find ppl to lend phone tell u rite ...
______ and not to drag like almost 1 week than tell other ppl wat happen .......
______ maybe by tat time , tat person is already dead .

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hope you understand . not blaming anyone . saying it out onli .

back?

2010-06-21T15:42:00.000+08:00

back.

dunno what to say about.been quite emo for the pass few day.

alot of thing happen but im lazy to say.

but to say, im stil alive xD.

okay i next time than come back post. be sure to tag me:)

never let go

2010-05-23T02:15:00.002+08:00

so long never touch my blog le ,
you also the same never touch your blog le ..

alot of thing happen between the two of us ...

dun wish to say it again ...
i will rmb it ,,
and change to better person ...
coz i really do love you and i dun wan to miss you . and doesnt want to hurt you again.

well ..

i will do my best to change to a better person .

and will not lose you .

you are my one and onli .

sorry that i done all the stupid thing ..

not onli i hurt you , i also did hurt myself .

becoz scolding you is like scolding myself too ..

i will feel heart pain .

okay i nid go slp le .
very tired .
will be back to post again .
nite nite my love sweet heart <3
muacks looking for you in wonderland
^^
meh meh ~~

2010-04-28T22:07:00.002+08:00

Happy 6 month to you <3

well although this month have alot of thing happen ..

i dun really care much also ..

just that i know that my feeling for you are true .

sometime you do thing i do not like , i get angry .

but i keep quiet ..

i will just tahan it .

dun wan say too much about it .

wonder how will we spend our anniversary XP

muacks i love you <3

you are so pretty .

hehehe ..

LOVE YOU Vanessa <3

love you forever and ever 1314 <3

sweet as you

2010-04-19T23:23:00.002+08:00

so long never blog le ...
hmm , something to show haha .
today on my way to school .

LOOK WHAT I GOT ~ woooooo tast nice right ??

there are 5 in there wahahaha .
ok talk less .

wahahaha 1st one is my mouth XP

my expression .

too nice , it is sweet , as sweet as the love for my baby .

baby your so sweet <3

second .

frog style eating .

the tart is inside my mouth

cant talk XD

than eat eat eat

o.o how come this dun have anything on it ?

o.o it drop out .

the grape is running away ~

gotta catch it .

ok , all gone XP

i love it very much .

coz this is from my baby de <3

i love you baby .

it was nice

sweet as your love

sweet as your smile

<3>

nite nite baby i go slp le .

muacks *

sweet dream to you

love you 1314 <3

2010-04-07T00:57:00.003+08:00

i dunno is it a good thing or bad thing . that you come back to me .
yes what you say are right .
im annoying , i always do stupid thing to make you unhappy.
but do you know that im trying to change .
im talking less and less .
in audi , i can say to not talk anything at all .
i can just keep quiet and play audi .
but than that you also wont like it .
let not talk about audi .
just now , you say im fierce ,
i think you got the wrong idea .
im not scolding you or what ,
im just telling you it late le .
coz i know that tml your school will end late ,
that why call you to slp .
for many time , i push away wei hao just to play with you audi , unless im already outside or waiting for my bro to pass me the comp ,i will always take you in first piority .
when i saw that msg you send me about you making up your mind .
i really dunno what to do le ...
i just keep quiet ...
i lay on my bed and think .
is this the end ?
can i bear to let go ?
why do i not want to let go of you .
is it because i really love you that i cant let go of you , yes .
is it because i dun wan to be lonely alone , maybe ...( this question made myself really think alot . it is my selfishness that i cant let go of you . am i doing the right thing ?)
but i just dun wan to lose you .
wait for you , i will .
i will wait . i dunno if you wanna patch or not , i will still wait .
i just dunno le ...
i suddenly just think that everything to me are fake .
the time together , the promise , the feeling .
is it all fake ? you say to me that nothing will happen , that after exam you will come back .
but your msg just now . i dun get it . i seriously dun get it .
the ring is nothing , although there are memories inside ,
but without you , the ring is nothing .
the memories aint memories without you .
i wan to see you happy . as long as your happy , im happy .
i will just wait ... no matter what . i will just wait .

2010-04-05T01:25:00.002+08:00

nothing to say ....

it hurt alot ...

it does ...

losing you once was more than enough that is why i do not want to lose you again ...

ya , there might not be anything to happen .

but than tat does not mean that i can just lose you again

my ring is inside your wallet ...

i wan it back ..

it have alot of memories about you in it ..

i cant lose you ...

coz you are the closer person i have ..

i love you and i really do ...

lose you does not nid a reason .

i dunno why is the reason you want me to let go ..

what is the reason !

i dunno .

i dun get it ...

im a useless bum ya i know

...

me is just a person who everyone hate .

no one like me ...

no one do ..

no one understand me ...

and no one want me ...

im being abandon ...

my parent dislike me ,

my friend dislike me ...

and now you also ...

i dun get it ...

what i do to make you all very fan ...

my parent for nothing like to scold ...

my friend treat me good , but when im not needed , im being call name ..

what wrong with this world ...

i hate everything la ...

fuck it !

you dun like it just tell me ....

there is no nid to keep it behind my back ...

ma de ...

i just hate everyone

i just hate everyone

i just hate them

i hate everyone around me

i hate it

and i hate the most is myself !

2010-03-31T21:55:00.003+08:00

dunno le ...

maybe if im feeling unwell

i should just keep quiet

and not to act like a normal person ...

cant you see out ..

im feeling unwell for the pass few day ...

idk why ...

just feeling unwell . keep thinking about you ...

i am trying to hide it ...

i dun want you to worry ..

you mid year exam is in april ...

tot to make you happy but acting some stupid guy ...

talking about random thing

but nope it doesnt help ...

think i should really just keep being the me i am alway am ..

out doing myself will onli bring annoy to you ..

you say that i cannot not eat my dinner .

i listen i eat ...

you say let go of the tree ,

there is no way im going to let go ....

i love you baby

2010-03-30T18:51:00.002+08:00

1st thing 1st ,

a happy belated 5th month to you baby <3

been busy with our blog hehehe ..

now is my turn for my blog

2nd thing ..

there might be alot of quarrel between we two ..

but than still i love you ..

even though i emo i cry i angry ,

yet i still love you .

deep in my heart i truely love you vanessa <3

3rd thing . sorry for just now beatrush battleparty ..

guess im just stupid ...

always the same thing for me ...

simple thing cant do properly ...

haix ...

think that it ..

happy 5th month baby <3

i will continue loving you even the world come to an end .

24march

2010-03-24T01:16:00.004+08:00

baby ,
i wont leave ...
even if the whole world hate me , i will never leave you .
i will stay beside you forever ,
not because i have make a promise to you ,
but is my heart that cannot bear to leave you .
i love you baby
you can say how many time of nasty thing at me ,
i might feel unhappy ,
but i wont leave you .

im just too stubborn .
i am your dumb dumb eeyore
that will follow you wherever you go ..
if i were to have to wait ,
i will wait for you
a hundred day , a thousand day , a million day
i will still wait on for you till that day arrive.

idk what is your decision ,
but to me ,
i will not give up ,
i wont.

focus on your studies first bah ...
i can wait de ...

will be waiting for you reply baby ,
either next time i will be calling you baby or vanessa .
i will always be there for you .

forever your bii <3
forever your dumb dumb eeyore bii .

Love baby

2010-03-21T16:35:00.002+08:00

HI baby :)

hmmm , think you are now angry at me ..
coz i slp til so late ....

let just talk about how we spent at chalet .

thursday18/3
early morning have to wake up x.x
i was suppose to go to my baby house to fetch her de .
but than i was late ,
in the end i meet her at commonwealth .
reach le commonwealth , wait awhile for my baby
than we go eat breakfast before meeting her classmate buy bbq food
well still abit not feeling well (dunno why)
sit down there dunno what to eat ...
look around at all the menu like a idiot sia .
baby buy hao le food ,
but i still there thinking what to eat .
so dunno eat what just anyhow choose , HOKKIEN MEE
wahahaha
not bad the hokkien mee , but abit too dry .
eat hao le than we go sing song (sheng shiong) find my baby classmate .
but hao le , WTF ?? still so early ... 11am plus onli ...
theron chalet start at 2 =.=
so went to her vice chairperson house (dunno whose house LOl , sorry if wrong)
prepare the food , well i did alittle onli ..
the rest all the girls do hehe XP
after that (skip skip roll roll jump jump fly fly )
around 2plus than me and baby go theron chalet .
3pm , reach .
go in the room .
WA aloy and yekai there =.=
cham lor ,
bring baby go up room awhile can die sia ..
they like sub machine gun sia .
shoot shoot shoot de
ROfl
than after that go back downstair to play with them banlak(dunno spell correct anot *big2.5*)
win alot of money :)
Thx baby , you are sooooo lucky muacks *3*
after that , aloy and yekai go meet their friend ( they will brb)
while theron daniel and xueping go rent bike (i think so , or dunno where they go)
that time was like LOL...
left me and baby ...
hmmmm cannot say out hahaha ( you know it right baby >.< )
baby's mum got sms me dao , say to bring her home early ,
i first saw the msg i shock dao sio .
than reply her ya , i will send her home early
at night around7 bbq start .
wahaha all the black chicken come out le wohohohoho
DANIEL arh ! waste so much chicken ...
i onli got 1 burn chicken onli hahaha ...
baby bbq her chicken very good sia :)
slow and steady de .
unlike all the rest . lousy de hahaha
after that eat hao le jiu send her home .
10 pm reach her house .
theron say go rent mahjong table , in the end go watch movie WTF ?
while wei hao jw and jh at chalet do nothing coz no food left le ...
after send my baby home , went back to chalet ..
die liao lor ...
yekai you so good , 50% volka intense ...
loser drink ...
all the male drink volka neat ...
hot sia ..
wei hao drink the most , well i think second most is me or either is yekai ..
after that stop the drinking le ...
cannot take it le all ...
play the what stupid game ..
well skip that part .
than jiu go slp .

friday 19/3
morning wake up ...
GG.COM ..
totally is gg cant wake up de ...
sms baby
sorry baby , cannot go fetch you .. not feeling well .
than baby call me , say can put food at theron chalet first mah ,
i ask theron and he say okay .
so okay lor .
than i went back to sleep .
when they reach .
dunno what happen , but one of baby classmate kana scold by yekai and wh LOL
coz the boy dunno my name than keep saying the erh erh erh .
THX LA WH AND YEKAI .
than yk call baby to give me morning call .
baby went up to the room and call me .
i wake up le ....
head still spinning ...
maccham the song ,
(you spin me baby right here right now )
wake up le i go wash face . i tot baby went out with her classmate to escape play le .
but than when i go back upstair .shock dao sia ...
baby standing there waiting for me
Baby i love you muacks
than we go beach walk walk . ( just like that time my dream last time when fall in love with you )
walk le than sit down . chat chat awhile .
baby say she hungery .
so went to kou fu to eat .
on the way meet dao her friend , elaine ( dunno ... baby call her elephant de)
than go tgt .
at kou fu there , the rain start very big ...
wa heng sia baby ,
lucky you say want go eat :)
that part skip skip ...
bring my baby to her class chalet le ,
while i go back my chalet play mahjong ...
play halfway , baby sms me ...(haix hate to say out this part lor)
********************************************
(censored everything , lazy say . forgive you baby :) dun do it again Muacks my lovely baby)
than at night eat at her class chalet bbq than send her home again .
i also go home too , coz i lazy go back theron there stay overnight ...
the bed not nice . and miss eeyore too ..
went home faster go my bed dig out eeyore .
bad eeyore hiding under the bed .
than after that jiu go back to slp agian ...
dream of my baby again (like how i dream of her everyday)

sat20/3
bring her back to chalet .
actually want treat her eat salmon de if there is ..
but than went to escape play :)
fun sia .
first play the water slide ,
than pirate boat ,
than the gun spray water
than ferry wheel
than hunted house
than the car car .
very fun sia
got a scar by my baby
haha dun worry :)
Muacks i love you baby .
not pain de hehehe
than before we go back to chalet ,
at the pirate boat tio daiji LOL ~!!!
damn funny sia wahahhahaha ...
all started becoz of me XD
scold those ppl ....
hehehhehe
lazy say that part ( roll roll slide slide )
than bbq start ...
baby is wet omg ...
than wear her friend the shirt and fbt ...
sexy sia .
LOL (not thinking bad thing)
of coz sexy la . my baby is everything good de :)
than eat le .
finish le faster send her home . coz late le .
reach her house 11pm le ...
than i also zao fast fast to catch bus ..
but than alight at wrong stop ...
WA CB LA .... jitao see my last bus drive away ...
oh well , call my papa lor .
heng he at tb can send me home :)
reach dao home le ...
bath bath bath ..
than wan slp but than again ...
cant slp ...
why ???
scare my baby got nightmare coz go hunted house .
so never slp ...

sunday21/3
today ... wake up at 3 ..
think now my baby angry at me le T.T
she ignore me ...
haix ..
sorry baby .

that all ..
for chalet ..
thx baby for the good day which i have spent with you from the past .
I LOVE YOU BABY <3
You are going to be my wife :)
muacks muack *3*

2010-03-20T01:12:00.002+08:00

baby ~~~
sleeping le ...
hmmmm
so lonely alone now ..
huggy eeyore now >.<
miss you baby T.T

haix today at chalet ...
haix , dun wanna say about it ,
just want to forget it ,
dun care it ,
and hope it wont happen again in the future ,
or to see you holding that thing .

sorry for the attitude .
well , going to slp soon ,
very tired .
hope tml will be a better day :)

and one thing ,

I LOVE YOU VANESSA LEE WAN XUAN

you are forever my baby muacks >.<

<3

2010-03-13T00:39:00.002+08:00

today very happy de .

well dun talk about bad thing :)

dun wan spoilt mood

today happy happy .

can meet baby

late again ...

by few min .

than she show me how to go to inter faster :)

the school build so weird haha

well after that buy lunch go her house downstair eat ,

because no place at the hawker to eat .

at her house downstair eat le than help her with her homework ...

WTF ??

i become dumb le or the question is wth ?

simul eqn some cannot be use ...

how sia ...

teach her the another way ..

dunno can pass anot ..

stupid teacher of her lor ..

wont teach again de arh ma de .

after that done le with her homework .

sit there talk .

but got the spray bug killing thing the gas ( forgot what le)

than we zao to upstair ..

still kana alamak

heng wont die ...

than at her house slack slack slack till

4plus .

eeeee

baby too cute le lor ,

cannot tahan your cuteness <3

baby your really cute muacks *3*

after that go off .

before go off ,

i at bus stop she sms me ,

where am i .

i read le o.o

she come downstair again ?

okay , she take rice XP

forget .

than stay like 10 min on 5th floor than go home le ..

:)

today happy happy

than come home audi audi ..

than thing happen ,

aiya dun care .

not your fault also .

you care mah :0

i love you baby <3

misunderstood onli ,

wont blame you ..

muack baby .

nite nite slp tight i love you <3 forever

2010-03-11T14:31:00.003+08:00

haix ...

sorry baby that yesterday i din pei you .
wei hao invite me so bo bian must attend ,
his my brother nid give face ...
somemore i put alot of plane le alot of time ...

well nothing much ...
just go watch movie onli ...
but still baby ,
i am always beside you .
alway alway .

i love you baby <3
i love you i love you .

2010-03-09T22:19:00.003+08:00

Baby ~

im here to post again :)

hmmm i say le will post a very very long one
and i will post it now

start from today ...

arghh hate to say it again but ...
really la .. why i late sia ..
than have to make dao my baby wait for me T.T

take the bus to inter , than chiong down to hawker ...
almost fall but heng never fall
baby no need to worry :)

well still coughing of coz .
cannot 1 day just fully recover de
eat my lunch at home le so i at hawker din eat ,
onli buy 1 bottle of mineral water .
nid drink more water :)
listen to baby word

after that send her home ,
well cannot chat too long coz her mum is at home .
sad T.T
but nevermind she got tuition also .
so bo bian ,
somemore , i need to respect your mum too baby

than take bus home ... hmmm
want go swimming de .
but never go ,
coz rainning and than danny and wh never go so bo go le
go home pei baby play audi
than hor , got patch =.=
free channel i cannot go in wa piang ...
than got server restart WTF ?
4.30 to 4.45
coz baby go toilet , than wait from 4.20 to 4.25 around there ..
than baby came back .
i happy
start game ,
jitao dc =.=
i bwg le ...
lol
baby i am not blaming you :)

than went to play with danny dota awhile ,
halfway baby sms me say play audi ,
so went back pei her play :)
quit dota , dun care hahaha
baby more important than dota .

play play play until 5plus , that is before baby want go bath and get ready to tuition .
so okay lor .T.T baby not playing le .
haix ...

my brother came back let him play lor ,

7pm le baby sms me say why din i sms you .
coz i dun wan disturb you study ,
and i was bathing also >.>
sorry .

than drag drag drag ,

baby suddenly say left shoulder pain ,
i scare dao sia ...
how come suddenly pain ..
sayang sayang baby , pain will go away de

baby , maybe you should carry some book on your hand ...
dun put all book inside your bag ..
easy injure dao your back and your shoulder de ..
coz too heavy le ..

talk on the phone ..
baby ~~~
you tired is it ??
or really angry at me ??
i cant play comp ...
really T^T
you just now keep saying you not in ,
i dunno where to find you ..
so i just wait there till you come back baby
I LOVE YOu baby <3
muacks
hug hug *
sleep together bah <3

ME DIE LOVE YOU BABY VANESSA LEE WAN XUAN

I am a good boy:)
i would rather wait for you till you sleep on the phone than to hang up the phone hehe ...

hope that your shoulder wont hurt again ...
heartache sia see my beloved baby hurt T.T

you are beautiful
you are cute
you are pretty
you are playful
you are my one and only vanessa
you are my future wife
you are my only love

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erhh baby i dunno got miscount anot >.<

but still , i think is worth for you baby <3
I LOVE YOU 1314 BABY <3

time to go sleep nite nite baby
hug you tight and sleep *

2010-03-09T16:40:00.003+08:00

this few day alot of thing happen ...
feel so down ..
all happen because of me ..

but now everything is over .
i wont do it again .
Sorry baby ..

yesterday you forgive me ,
yet i make you cry again ..
i will be fine ,
just coughing onli :)

baby smile okay ?
my beautiful beautiful baby
I really LOVE YOU BABY <3

today , morning wake up at 6 coz my brother din wake up , so i wake him up .
than baby sms me :)
you tot im still sleeping but actually im awake baby
hehe
well , ya im still in oink oink mode actually .

at 10 went to oink oink again ,
at 11 wake up
than go get ready to pick my baby from school :)

but than but than hor ..
stupid bus ... make me late RAWR!!!
in the end meet my baby at hawker
i tot her i take the driver sit and than drift the whole bus into the hawker ..
im rushing actually :)
than send her home ...

I love you baby
i wont leave you again.
never

i will always be with you <3
Muacks

2010-03-08T02:17:00.003+08:00

again ...
early morning 2am still haven sleep yet ...

this time , is a really really really stupid thing i done ....
baby , i guess it was really my fault . i hang up your phone first ...
i din know about it ...
till i say you and you tell me ...
i hang up the phone coz i wan to faster eat finish my dinner which left with few mouth onli ...
coz you say that see if i eat finish le will you still be awake or sleeping le ..
so i just put down the phone and rush to eat ...
haix ...

bloody fish me ....
really speechless ....
sorry baby ...
once again i hurt you again ...
it not that i dun believe you .
i never did dun believe in you ...
i always believe in you ...
why dun you give me one tight slap or what ...
seriously done the wrong thing to make you angry and hurt you ....

i go sleep le ....
muacks

SORRY BABY T^T

2010-03-07T02:43:00.005+08:00

now im rather confuse ...
i cant sleep ...
so come to post for you .

you told me to break ,
the first thing i hear about it was heartpain .
why ?
i do not like the word "break"
i did reject about it .
but you keep insisting .
i love you yet you kep saying it ...
i dunno .
why i reach home .
headache come ..
think im sick le ...
i dunno why that today .
i went to think that you say you wan break becoz of study .
i am thinking am i being very selfish ...
as to me , to love you mean to be able to give you happiness .
but if you are stress and cant concentrate on your study ,
i am being selfish . i can destroy your future ...
this is what im thinking ....
there are many choice .
but yet i say let go ...
all you question there is a haix in the reply ,
is because im confuse and im not feeling well ...
this few day i am being cold to you becoz im not feeling well .
but still i still went out to meet you . becoz it is for you ...
baby ~
do you know that i really love you .
i never did lie to you ...
i tot you really did wish for that ..
but i was wrong ,
you were trying to test me ...
i fail the test ...
i dunno le.
i wish to turn back everything ..
baby , this time i really wish to scold you but i din ,
why i want to scold you ,
it is because you test this on the wrong timing ...
im really unwell ..
seriously .
i see the doctor yet doctor say im fine ...
wth sia ...
im really tired really really tired ...
i think i sleep i can sleep very long .
that might be a good thing coz i can rest ...
but than i am scare also ...
to sleep and never to wake up and cant see dao you le ...

yes this time i was the one who say it first ...
it is my fault ...
now i really wish that you could trust me ,
i say break because i think of the best for you ...
but i really still wish to be with you ..
even though you are stress you can tell me ..
im here for you ..
i really Love you vanessa ...<3
i do ..
i say that i wan make you my wife ,
I SWEAR WITH MY LIFE THAT I REALLY DO WANT MAKE YOU MY WIFE

the tree 29/10/09 , it was not just for fun .
it was never to be for fun .
it is true that that tree will stay there forever .
nothing with be able to kill that tree .
big wind , earthquake or saw ...
nothing will be able to bring it down .

Baby I love you

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<3 Baby vanessa . i wrote this out de . no copy and paste ...
there is 1314 我愛你 written ...
I really love you vanessa
please forgive me ,
now im still feeling unwell yet im doing this .
Will you forgive me ? Baby ?

will be waiting for you reply ...
<3

2010-02-28T03:17:00.006+08:00

Bii ~

how would i be angry with you .
i now miss you alot
where got time to be angry at you .
ya you are rite , there is no 29 this month but still ,
what you done i still like it :)

Happy 4month To You Too Bii <3
I Love You Muacks *

No matter what , i will never be angry at you ...
e job i working , it is nothing ,
because it is to yang you as i say before ,
I will really make you my wife bii
im not gonna give up .
i will wait till that day ,
that i knee down to you while holding a diamond ring in my hand
asking you will you marry me .

I will wait til that day come ....

and i know you are a good girl ,
Muacks , sweet dream to you bii <3

his baby here

2010-02-27T21:24:00.002+08:00

boo bii...

i this time be good gal help you post hor... (:

althought u are working...

but i still miss you...

haix...

this month don have 29 so our 4th month on 28 hor...

don angry when i change e date of our date...

( scare u angry ): )

haix...

bii happy 4th month wor <3

i miss my bii at work

2010-02-26T01:46:00.003+08:00

BII ~
I MISS YOU ALOT ... T.T
i know you feel lonely ..
but bear with it bii ,
coz after sunday ,
i will pei you 24/7 le
i will never let you feeling lonely again .
sayang sayang bii head *

I love you bii <3
I LOVE VANESSA LEE WAN XUAN
IM GONNA TELL THE WHOLE WORLD THAT YOU ARE MY ONLY LOVE
IM GONNA MAKE YOU MY WIFE NO MATTER WHAT
BECAUSE YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND LOVELY
AND NO ONE IS GOING TO STOP ME FROM LOVING YOU

2010-02-22T03:15:00.003+08:00

hi my bii <3

haha .

erh bii this few day happen alot of this sia .

what should i say .
there is nothing to worry about me okay :)
although i vomit blood ,
it is just abit .
nothing compare to your girl thing XP
im fine really
cant believe the horoscope say correct sia bii =.=
no wonder that thing happen sia
lololol

bii we are negative x2

as i say before bii ,
i will say again .

promise i made to you ,
i will always remember it
and will keep to it .
i will never leave you bii .
even though i say leave me alone ,
i will not leave you alone
coz your my one and only bii
my beautiful bii that can never find another girl like you
always poking me XD
how should i say ,
it is painful , ( not very pain)
but than when you keep poke me ,
it become fun instead of pain XP
just like it when you did it
(> ' . ' )-> poke * poke*

hehe

i love you bii <3
stay happy :)
you promise me de
Muacks *3*

so dun moody le okay ?

photo of the night of us

2010-02-17T19:09:00.001+08:00

wahahaha ...
nothing much ..
just some photo ,
taken on 23 jan .
remember what day was that bii ??
haha
MUACKS *
I LOVE YOU BII <3

sorry again

2010-02-15T22:07:00.003+08:00

haix ..
today big day , yet stupid me ( yes indeed im stupid as you say so in your last post )
i blew it all up ...
first was at my house when i rawr at you ...
it was suppose to make you say that i bully you and you poke me ...
but than it happen that you got scare ...
the next was on bus ,
which i forget to bring orange ...
really stupid me , make you so disapointed with me ..
the last thing was just now ...
in audi .
when you were talking to angel , i cut in your talk ...
it happen was i just wan to crap onli , just by saying that two sentence ,
i din know it will happen this big ...
you ask her how old .
than you ask sec what .
that part , i was playing . i din see the chat .
but i onli know that all are talking about sec what angel is ,
so i just i sec 6 ..
and really i really sec 6 ....
this two sentence really done a major disturb to your talk ...
haix ..............
why am i such a failure ,,,
really i big failure .
i remember all the promise i make to you .
but yet what i did , din go the right way , and it went bad ....

Im really sorry .
i am reall sorry bii .

now i am just going to think about what i have done wrong ...

today , good day , but turn out bad ...
my bii vanessa today come to my house take ang bao , i very happy , went to lot 1 to pick her up
than went to my hosue play comp .
lay on bed , than eat lunch at my house :)
this is what i scecretly took
well ... sad thing was i din took dao her beautiful face
my bii was really beautiful and i mean it ,
she is alway beautiful
no matter how she dress , she is always beautiful ,

okay .... than next around afternoon went to my bii house take ang bao .
on the way to my bii house , i realise i forget bring orange ...
haix ... another wrong thing .
emo on bus .
than she lend me her orange ...

well first time seeing her parent .
very nevous .
went into her house , her mum was friend ,
her father was also friendly , but i guess it is because he appearance make him look like a not friendly person .
went into her computer room to play audition .

photo taken ( below )

Pooh and eeyore :)
my bii playing audition , haha took without her knowing it .

pooh and eeyore again XP

okay this are the onli picture i took ...

haix ...

sorry to make your day bad ,...

all just for my foolishness ...

everytime all this thing happen , i want to bang the wall to hurt myself .

but everytime i think of you that it will not onli hurt myself , but and again hurt dao you ...

that is why i din ...

but one time , over and over again .

i let her down ...

dunno what to do ...

but to onli say sorry ....

and never to do the same mistake again ...

haix ...

Sob*

crying also le ...

slap myself*

I love you bii .

love you forever and ever ,

you are alway beautiful in my heart

i will never leave you again

the ring represent me and you

I LOVE YOU MY BELOVED BII

2010-02-13T18:34:00.003+08:00

dunno le ......

i just want you to care about me ..

want you to know that i feel lonely when you din sms me this few day ..

i know i this few day keep going out with friend ...
but i still feel lonely ...
i try sms you , but you din reply me ...

really dunno le ..

sorry bii that i didnt tell you ..
really sorry ..
im really sorry

haix

2010-02-13T03:28:00.003+08:00

haix .

damn no mood .
dunno why just no mood ...

haix ...

just now cb de , accidentaly cut dao my hand ... than bleed
fuck la ...
blood all on the desk .

than i have to clean it up ..

fucking no mood le ...

haix ...

dunno le la ..

short post ...............

haix ...

emoing

2010-02-11T20:30:00.002+08:00

haix ...
idk when will you read this .

something happen in school you din tell me
onli i tell you to post than i know what happen in school

why are you so stupid , why din you tell me
i could have gone down to your school to whack that person .

idk if your jaw is alright ..

now as i think of it ,
i feel more angry .
and tear flow down my face .
becoz i am not by your side when such thing happen .
feel so useless .
my bii kana bully yet i still dunno ... T.T
im also unhappy that you keep this from me .

haix ..
dunno what to do le ...
just wan to be alone for the time being ...

11/2 morning

2010-02-11T04:36:00.003+08:00

haix ...

now is early in the morning ..

still haven sleep .
cant sleep .
coz suddenly think of you
really miss you alot bii
now feel like crying
it been for dunno how long le i last saw you
i dunno if you got become thinner anot .
dunno if your doing fine anot .

tot that you go check your class tee price can see dao you .
maybe not after all .
since your with all your girl friend .
i shouldnt be there .
will feel akward

haix ...
guess i just have to continue wait for you bii

nothing much actually .
just want write out what i am feeling ...

I love you bii <3

cya :)

2010-02-08T17:29:00.002+08:00

hmmm

what to say leh ..

bii , i am not angry at you

i know your temper de

its okay de

get use to it le :)

so no need feel sorry .

it is not you that make me angry or no mood .

im fine really .

just try to be happy when nothing happy okay ?

^^

to bii

2010-02-04T20:56:00.004+08:00

Only For You .

Remember that One day
when you held my hands then kissed my lips
that was when Our love was meant to be and always will forever
you Gave me that happiness I get from you just being there

I always see you when I close my eyes,
you're on my mind
when i can't you see,
I want you right here with me,
close by my side .
because i want let you know,
My love to you is straight from my heart

Forever you're my Bii
Forever you're my world
You are the only one
The only one I'll ever need,
my life is you and me
You are the only one that I'll never want to break your heart
so bii don't let go

Even though there are hard times
but still We made it through just fine
When you're hurt i will take care of you
To show that I'm yours And that your mine
That's how we got this far
Let's never be apart bii,
you're my queen and I'm here for you
Cuz you're my everything

You make me feel like everything's gonna be alright With the things you do,
becuz it's you the real true love of my life

I'd walk the miles
Climb the mountains .
All I wanna do,
is be with you
Ain't no matter what, where and how

Two hearts always beating as one forever

I'm nothing without you
I love you bii
Can't Live without you

2FEB

2010-02-02T03:23:00.003+08:00

haix ...
this few day alot of thing happen ..
keep quiet and keep everything to myself ...
tot that hidding away your stead identity and be a normal friend will be make you happy ..
but now i dun think so ...
i am just selfish
i din care about how she feel ,
i onli think of letting her free and want her to be happy onli .
but on actual fact , she really need me by her side .
baby , your bii is not going to hide anymore .
after what i see from your msg , you really miss me alot .
sorry i let you down ...
now i am going to stay here by yourside .
because every night i sleep while crying and din get enough sleep .
although i am using a normal friend identity when we break ,
i still care for you .
i still love you .
everyday think of you .

so now i am not going to run away le ,
i will become thick skin and stay by yourside so that you wont feel lonely again

Baby i love you from the bottom of my heart .
my love for you cannot be express by anything ,
because it is pure love to you .
nothing can count it .
coz it is infinite .
forever loving you no matter how many time you hurt me .

I LOVE YOU <3

Why eeyore dun have my smell ?
it is because eeyore want you to see me to smell it personally .
eeyore is playful everyday looking at my pretty baby :)

30jan

2010-01-30T23:26:00.004+08:00

Haix ...

Back To Posting ,

you think i will go find other girl mah ...

i tell you , i wont de .

that is why i am dumb ...

this few day i know alot of thing happen ...

break le , i know ..

time to let go of you ..

as you promise , you must stay happy hor ...

if there is a chance for us ,

will you grab hold onto the chance ?

that all ...

time to rest ..

you also take care .

celebrate darling bday

2010-01-26T02:55:00.003+08:00

okay ...

it been so long since i last post .

just a quick post .

23/jan at costal sand celebrate my darling early birthday :)

it was quite boring at first ,

coz when i reach , there is nothing to do ..

not even anything to help with ..

except for helping to carry the buffet set thing .

after that , i went upstair to sleep .

wh they all good lor .

take blanket cover me ...

trying to hide me lor .

lol , after that they went to dunno where to play .

left me alone .

5min later .

darling came up .

than she go remove all the blanket and find me

haha XP

after that she went down . than i chit chat with tony gf and listen to fam ppl talking crap .

around 8 or 9 , went down to play card .

game is black jack .

loser nid eat food .

first round i jiu tio le WALAO ...

but after that jiu never tio le haha ..

but still help my darling eat her food .

tony at first din lose .

not until nigel come LOL !

he have to eat alot , coz he din tio for dunno how many round le .

nigel come also tio food hahaha ..

than after that all dunno run where .

than watch tv than play card again ,.

this time is lose drink martel .

song sia haha XP

not too violent to drink .

very fun . keep drinking and drinking .

when stop le that time is around midnight le .

than go cheer buy food ....

midnight since nothing to do than all sleep .

and than 2nd floor no place to sleep le coz all darling relative upstair steal place le .

so bo bian pei her sleep all staircase XP

heelon at there also . with wen xin ..

this two couple haha bless happiness to them ^^ .

hope they will love each other forever .

just like i love my darling <3

sleep at staircase still okay ...

but my butt and arm pain ...

than i keep sayang my darling to sleep ..

she got toes cramp after that -.- so massage her leg ....

that night she sleep dao okay okay ..

but i din sleep dao ...

untill morning 7 than i rest awhile ...

after that go to work ....

walao ...

can die sia go work ...

drink martel got sleep than go work still okay leh ...

but hor if drink martel no sleep go work can die lor ....

i at work sleeping sia haha pro right ?

than use cardboard hide myself and sleep ^^

.

today 25/jan .

wake up at 1pm .

than rush take cab down to find darling ..

buy a cake for her ..

but than din eat dao with her T^T sad sia ...

nvm . let her bring home share with her family ...

okay that all . i go sleep le ....

darling going to be angry with me again if she see me so late sleep again ...

nite nite . sweet dream <3

I love you sweet heart ...

and let not forget heelon and wenxin :)

2010-01-05T02:18:00.002+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY this few day ...
working in progress ...
not updating

will update once my job expire .

school reopen le .

you must work hard hor vanessa .
N level this year .
important ..

well i guess i will just wait for you ^^

JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU

And i will always love you <3

2009-12-01T23:06:00.001+08:00

erhh ...

nothing much ..

this few day very sian ..

cant see dao her .

but nvm tml can see dao her le <3

im fine , dun worry ^^

should end here . bye

2009-11-25T21:54:00.002+08:00

this few day darling

you have been sleeping very lately ...

i think you should get some rest ..

you tired yourself too much .

you are weak .

and i will take care of you .

but when im not around , you also nid to take care of your health too .

short post ...

2009-11-22T23:58:00.003+08:00

ok today .
not working .
go food fair with my darling .
at food fair .
the food fair not very good ,
coz very small .
than darling and her aunt drink mr bean drink .
here is she drinking XD .
stil got small thing happen to ( cannot tell) darling and her baby cousin photo
taken outside the food fair hall .

this is on her aunt car take de haha .

my darling beside me .

ok . than she is tired .

so she took a rest and i sneak shot her .

this bear bear haha .

my darling de bear bear XD

ok story start like this .

afternoon went to jurong point to wait for my darling aunt to fetch me .

than fetch le go ikea eat lunch .

than go queensway the mall there walk .

after tat . went to expo for food fair.

see food . well the food fair very smal .

nothing to see .

my darling very good .

feed me soya milk XD

...than go the great sale buy bear bear for my darling .

than dinner go yishun eat .

eat hao le jiu send my darling de aunt de friend home .

than when her aunt go up take thing ,

left me and darling and her baby cousin on car .

very happy during tat time .

...........

after tat darling de aunt send me home too .

thx alot darling de aunt (jie jie)

on the way .

darling feed me ham and hotdog lol ~.

damn happy sia .>.<

wont forget it .

something , cannot be say .

becoz is secret .

well , but good time have to end to .

reach le my house downstair .

i gotta leave her .

kiss her before i leave the car .

will miss you .

and to love you too .

you my everything .

your the most important person in my life .

your 1st in my heart .

>.<

iLY Darling .

really really de love you .

love dao i really cant stop loving you .

2009-11-22T23:35:00.003+08:00

today my bro birthday .
but i dun care haha XD
this is my bro birthday cake and that it .
lazy talk much .
happy bday to him tat it haha.

this is vanessa de aunt de friend lol .

eating the mango noodle or guava noodle lol .

taste not very good tat it .

this is vanessa de baby cousin XD

cute arh .

although she did call me sometime and ignore me sometime .
ok she is tired . there she is sleeping ZzZz

2009-11-22T01:03:00.001+08:00

boo i back...

help my dear tu post...

wahaha...

dear dear dear wat u doing...

haix...

i so bored...

bo bian coz u have tu work coz of me...

haix...

dear i miss you T.T

haix...

i wann cry le...

well tat all ba...

dear i wann let you noe tat...

when u working tat time u don need tu worry about me...

you ust need tu go work...

coz i wont msg other guy...

hehe...

mauckz <3

2009-11-21T10:03:00.002+08:00

rose ~

for my darling .

although is not i buy de ,

and i cant pass it to you ,

i will jus take photo of it and show it to you .

well this few day busy at wei hao mother resturant there.

so wont be around .

darling i miss you ...

really want to see you now T^T

but i guess i jus have to wait .

19/11/09

2009-11-19T14:19:00.003+08:00

boo back for posting...

walao le lor...

i ask you help me posy now u ask me help you
post...

T.T

i hate you...

wahaha...

joke de la...

i love my dear oso <3

truly love him oso <3

okay let see wat to post
le...

let talk about
dreamland...

since u already at my blog sae le
...

is justlyke...

morning wake up bo saw ur
msg...

than i jiu continue slp
lor...

than around 11 plus wake
up...

tat time my eye jiu have tear la
lor...

haix...

is just lyke u tell me be4 de lor

u sae u will find me
de...

u sae de...

but i nv saw dao you at all
lor...

haix...hop

i hate you...

lalalalalalala~~~ elmo world
le..

okay last word for you
too...

hope you remember wat you promise de
hor...

you forget i sure don care you
le...

tat all... bye all

2009-11-16T18:17:00.002+08:00

today morning wake up at 7 .
coz got job interview ..
actually not interview ..
jus to go there fill up form and brief us abit of the job .
tat it .
after tat go home .
msn chatting with my darling >.<>.<
dun care your parent suspect le .
give you so tat you can hug all night and have sweet dream .
all i think is to make you happy now :3

2009-11-15T13:40:00.004+08:00

i jus post thing hahaha
ok tat is crap .
time to begin posting ..... (5min later , nothing written)
ok time fly very fast .
so fast 5min le .
talk wat arh ?
i have no idea >.>

ok .
today story i am going to talk about drinking alchohol story .

starting place : junhee house .
time : 5.08am
this is a picture story .
as you can see , nigel sitting near window .
than wei liang take the pink heart cushion hide
sitting next to him is junhee (wearing green shirt)
next to junhee is danny , the back showing to us de
heelon at the back .
and wei hao .... hidding behind the cushion lol
(he saw i was gonna take pic , he hide . can see the leg )

ok now ,
watching video .
watchman m18 de movie
they bad boy haha .
after tat .
start drinking le ,
pokercard game , who get lowest number drink ==
i keep losing ...
but i still ok ok .
wei hao lol ~ face red .( see picture)
holding his ear hahaha .
i at there kbkp coz my stomach full of water haha .
next morning .
move out of jun hee house le .
went back to wei liang house again haha ,
eat breakfast chicken wing XD
the picture show heelon laying on the desk .
and nigel logining his maple acc .
heelon lol lor ...
his drinking level not very good .
people headache gone le he still have haha .

last picture , showing heelon sleeping hahaha XP

his pose of sleeping have show me and danny 4 number haha .

7423

buahahhaha funny sia ...

tat all ...

still got alot thing .

but no picture ,

so no more talk .

that all haha .

darling i drink too much , but im okay XD

lalala love you <3>

ILY

2009-11-14T23:52:00.004+08:00

To Love someone

does it need to have a reason behind it to love someone ?

or is it the feeling ?

i dont know ...

the feeling come and what can i do .

i cant reject it because it is myself the feeling .

if i were to love a person ,

i would love her to the end .

and not give up halfway

and end up hurting her .

why ?

it because if i were to give up halfway

she will have memories of it .

if planning to give up halfway ,

why bother choosing to love someone in the first place

and place a unforgettable memory with her

i give up now ,

equal to i lose everything .

it prove tat im nothing difference compare to those jerk

is like playing with people feeling .

although on the way

we might be quarrelling most of the time

doesnt that make us more understand each other

as there might be thing which each other do not know

through quarrel ,

we experience and try not to make the mistake again

for me ,

there will nver be tat phrase which i will never say .

the phrase to end the relationship between us .

no matter wat i will give way .

but if i were to do thing which is wrong ,

pls tell me .

so that i will know and to stop

to stop doing thing which u dislike

or thing which will hurt you .

as for you .

i do not have the right to help u say .

wat u think is in you .

if you were to keep thing to yourself

i wont understand a thing .

tat trust i gave you ,

the secret which i told you

im not hidding anything from you .

i wont be saying anything .

i jus need to clear myself up .

to think wat i have done wrong and to change .

in life ,

there is nothing absolute correct .

nothing is perfect .

it is up to the person to decide if he/she want to perfect it anot .

a person doing nothing will never be perfect .

jus like a clean piece of paper and a paper with a dot on it .

tat dot on the paper may not be perfect .

but if thing were to continue to add on ,

it will become perfect eventually .

signing off .

sigh .

2009-11-14T19:49:00.002+08:00

back to post ..
ytd at junhee house overnight .
actually suppose not to drink so much .
coz promise darling .le ..
but in the end still drink alot ,
coz play game lose keep losing ...
drink dao stomach very full ...
din get drunk ,
but stomach full of water

than we go sleep at morning 6+
than wake up at 9 ....
tat part lazy say le ...

after tat go back wei liang house eat food .
eat chicken wing .
than go danny house and than go home ..
alot thing happen , lazy say ..
nothing muhc actually.

the day before ytd .
13nov

at the bbq there ...
around 930 ..
coz the whole bbq like i not peiing her .
so i ask her to go to the bench there sit .
hug her
than tell thing ...
(cannot tell haha )
than after tat ,
nigel danny they all see dao us ,
than they come di siao us ...
than she run off ..
than go after her .
...
at 10.30 ,
vanessa aunt say she come fetch her .
so i went to send her off .
walk with her to mac .
feed her eat hotdog in special way haha ~~ >.<
peish le .

lalala ~
holding umbrella and her hand .
(nice de lor )
but than ,
good times will always have to stop ....

but nvm ,
i shall wait for you .
rmb ytd wat you tell me at nite ...
i will wait for you no matter how long ..
i am willing to wait all jus for you .
...

ok la ...
i shall stop here ..

i will wait for the time is right to hong tat one girl again .

2009-11-14T05:41:00.002+08:00

wahaha
30 min with you is all i need
walking with you to mac to send you off
was also happy .
but wat you say to me afterward and wat i reply ...
idk wat to do ...
really confuse ...
now at junhee house ...
drink dao siao , coz i keep losing ==
aiyo ... but nevermind , im fine hahaha XD

darling ,
all i want to tell you is ,
tat even if i were to stop sms you or not with you ,
i will love you no matter wat .
and my heart will always be with you .
your in my heart
therefore ,
i cant bear to hurt you .
your decision , i respect ,
hope you understand .

I love you darling XP
the time might be long ,
but i will wait for you .
no matter how long it is ,
i will love you and wait for you forever.

im off . bye bye
<3 to my darling

2009-11-13T01:19:00.006+08:00

Darling arh .

it been 4 day since the last time i see you .

it is hard this 4 day .

feel like crying ,

but i tell myself not to .

im hidding tat feeling deep inside my heart .

i really really love you .

and i miss you so much .

although 4 day is nothing compare to after bbq .

it can make me go crazy for you .

haha

i love you ♥

Truely truely de love you ♥

i cant stop thinking about you .

not even for a minute .

you are wat i need .

your my everything .

if i were to lose everything ,

i wish tat the onli thing

which is you tat will always be with me .

...

ok today bbq ,

i have plan le XD

cant say much ,

but i think you know wat im talking about right darling ?

haha

is jus you and me .

no extra will be there .

Love you <3

time to stop ,

after bbq than upload on the progress XD

nite nite to viewer

2009-11-12T21:04:00.002+08:00

back to post again :3

today went to sheng siong buy food for tml bbq .

total cost around $246

:3

buy alot of sotong , hotdog , prawn , chicken wing . and drink , and the eq.

satay and otah order from delivery

than take cab to danny house .

take the stuff to danny house .

hand pain sia == very heavy .

after tat at danny house cut sotong and than pack it .

wahaha black pepper and sambal sotong .

the sauce very nice XD

after tat at 6 go wei liang house drink sparkling ...

than at 8plus go home ...

now at here blogging .

bath and eat hao le XD

cant wait for tml .

20 more hr to go ...

to see her >.<

really miss her alot .

tommorrow i comfirm will pei u dao siao de

.

ok time to stop i guess .

^^

U hate me , i will still love you .

2009-11-11T16:46:00.002+08:00

im back .

got miss me ??

lol jk ..

paper was freaking easy lol

25min done the paper le ^^

left 35 min sleeping ~.~

wake up mabo mabo de .

now at home le ..

bath hao le everything .

downloading audition .

hope this time can work .

ARH MISS YOU DAR !~!~!~

2009-11-11T11:38:00.002+08:00

back again haha ..

later afternoon 2pm

last paper woots ~

MCQ ROFL

bring dice can le XP

traditional way

btw thank darling for the early gratz ^^

love you <3

2009-11-10T23:24:00.003+08:00

lol back to post XP

ok kind of bored ..

well tat is jus now haha .

just reformat my comp ==

coz very lag ..

now trying to redownload the program ..

ok it is short .

coz talking on phone with darling .

i wan to be to be with you .

forever and ever XP

2009-11-10T14:08:00.002+08:00

10nov

today morning go school

my class ,

no peepz de lor .

than i at canteen sit on my own till before exam start 10 min all start coming .

want know i go school for wat ?

my retake for my chinese paper .

very good >.<

can do ,

but dunno can do well anot .

i onli know tat i paper2 last 2 question dunno how do

.............................................paper good , but neck not good

==

paper1 sleep , wake up sprain dao neck ...

now better le

jus now giv my mum kacha my neck .

i shout ! freaking pain lor ...

LOL! .. .

well , 2 more day onli ..

can de .

i can do it lol ~

XD

will be waiting for you at there .

2009-11-09T16:08:00.003+08:00

Rawr ...

Today sux lor ...

say wan go run , bo run dao ..

say go gym , in the end bo go gym ...

sibei sucky lor ...

comp starting to lag bit by bit le ...

sian de lor

i wan die le la ~~~~~

so bored lor ==

but one thing is will not bored de lor ..

i think someone know wat im saying haha XP

love love You 4ever XD

3 more day !!!

TAHAN TAHAN !!!

2009-11-09T05:39:00.003+08:00

8nov

go out with wei hao heelon and danny

went to bugis to buy wei hao shirt for graduation dinner .

tat part nth to say .

after tat went to iluma

go there the lan .

but sadly , the lan tio circuit trip , so cant play.

so go the arcade beside the lan play .

damn fun . got a game call outrun... (dunno and forget le .. XD)

the sit will move de haha .

maccham driving real car .

but is not real car .

we play 2 game (each game $2)

we play is like knocking each other lor ..

heelon knock wei hao ,

than i over run them ,

they two come knock me lol ~~

rubbish sia , in real life like this die liao.

after playing ,

heelon say go eat , so went to the qq noodle shop eat.

got some photo of the food XD

i eat martell chicken soup ( SUGOI!!!! yi ji pang damn nice)

soup damn power LOL ~

this is mine and wei hao .

mine is on right , his is on the right .

forgot wat he order le .

heelon so good sia .

say hi to all the blog viewer HAHA XD

actually he is trying to doge my camera

this is HEELON de curry chicken

not bad the overall taste

we siao de lor ...

i and wei hao eat 2 bowl of rice

while heelon eat 3 bowl of rice .....

*W*

after eating le , we went to vivocity the daiso to buy my belt ..

want to see tie de ..

but not nice .

so din buy it in the end .

buy abit of bbq eq at there .

ok , before we went home ..

we saw this and i bo liao go take a video of it ...

actually nth much , jus band walking around

Chey , i tot got wat event. >.>

went home by 188 ...

sit under the air con until very cold (shivering)

lol

i was thinking of you when i was with wei hao they all

reach home le jiu go talk talk talk le .

that all happen on 8nov .

ok ... 9nov morning ...

say hao le wan go morning run de ..

but heelon and danny dunno wake up le mah ==

aiyo ...

so bo bian , cancell le .

but 9am go gym .

tat all ....

now waiting for my time to fly to 9am ..

at the same time fly to this friday fast pls !!

buatahan liao ...

the game u play with me ....

GG.Com le ...

over shot le lor haha

so how ?

lol idk wat to do .

ai ni

wo ai ni

wo ai ni wo ai ni

wo ai ni wo ai niwo ai ni

wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai ni

wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai niwo ai ni wo ai ni

wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai niwo ai ni

wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai ni

wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai ni

wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai ni

wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai ni

wo ai ni wo ai ni wo ai ni

wo ai ni wo ai ni

wo ai ni

ai ni

your hand is warm .

jus like holding it .

and wish tat we could jus stay that way forever .

To love or not to love .

it is not a choice for me to choose ,

because there will only be one answer for me .

to love the one i love .

you will always be in my heart .

and withing the time ,

i will tahan for the sake to see you again .

you are my cup of tea .

no matter wat ,

i will still drink it .

even it is badly made ,

i still dun mind drinking it .

Wo ai ni ,

xiang ni xiang de xiang ni zai wo shen bian.

xi wang zhe dua si jian bu hui ba we men fen kai.

zhe zi yang shi feng le ,

qua heng qing xing de xiang zhe ni .

stoping here le ...

bye bye ~

2009-11-07T21:43:00.002+08:00

buahaha ,

cannot leak too much information .

today was a nice day >.<

well thank you for such a unforgettable day and momment

and thank for the handphone strap too ...

lalalala hahahaha ...

i gone crazy le

all becoz of you >.>

although will miss you for the next 5 day ..

but i will try to get hold of myself ^^

that all

short and easy .

bye bye

Lurb YOu ~

2009-11-07T02:47:00.002+08:00

i think is time to put thing behind which should not belong here

you can start a new if you can let go of your past

im always there for u no matter wat .

thing might not go the right way ,

but i will walk with you

and i promise to forgive you no matter wat happen

and im gonna stick to that .

i can let go of ur past

although i do not like it ...

but i have to forget it ,

because i still have you

i do not wish to lose you coz of this .

i trust you as you say you do not wan to hide it from me

u truely love me and i truely love you

although im upset

it is jus some time for me to get it off

hope this wont happen again .

ILY 1314 3344 5566 7788 luan 78zhao

2009-11-06T11:45:00.002+08:00

Sweet word are for sweet person
And you are the one to me which is sweet
You do not need to act as another person
Because your true self is already a beauty
Trying to out do something will only ruin your beauty
Your beauty is to be yourself
Be true to yourself and your beauty will out shine itself
Loving you you is not because your pretty or your attitude
Is because of you being your own true self
That is what you have attract me to you
Your beauty is hard to find
Because there is only one you in this world

I will always love you no matter what
Your special and your one of a kind girl to me
I an never gonna let go of you forever
You will alway be only darling

Muacks <3
Love you
Sign off
JC
True love

5-11-09

2009-11-06T09:07:00.006+08:00

yesterday was a nice day

and fun too

all because of her

ytd we were actually gonna meet at 12 at vivo ,
in the end we 1130 reach le

lol early lor .

after tat we go the LG shop again coz vanessa phone the cover came off.

so need go fix it .

the guy very good help her fix because

vanessa forgot the warranty card.

after tat ,

we are suppose to go marina there watch movie de.

we from habour front go dao marina bay

walk out of mrt .

wow , wth?

nothing was there ...

we are lost LOL ~

than i tot got another way out ,coz there write way out B

than go back into the station .

on the way ,

on escalator ,i stand infront of vanessa.

suddenly she hug me and bite me in the shoulder

>.<

got a small mark there ..

today gone le haix .(sad)

after tat we walk back in see the map .

totally OMG ...

there was nothing around the station .

so bo bian , dunno how go to marina there .

we went to dougby ghout.

this photo is i bo liao ,

take the reflection of the glass of her ,

saw tat ?

the one sitting there ( got pink bag de )

reach dougby ghout ...

than go lan play again lol (like last time)

play play play ,

than vanessa say her ear pain .

rub rub her ear .

play hao lan le (2hr)
time to go vivo for movie .

reach vivo *

we go buy ticket for cloudy

ticket and the tissue photo

before the movie ,

go walk walk ,

go toy r us

got this photo of vanessa holding barney ^^

after tat go walk walk ,

i walk with her ,

shock dao her >.>

lol

than she walk dunno how ,

knock dao her finger .

rub her finger sayang her .

go pet shop see dog and hamster cute lor .>.<

after tat go daiso than to the dunno wat shop .(forget le )

than stand outside the movie wait for time to arrive .

Time up*

we went to buy food .

nachos 2 bottle mineral water and 1 cheese hotdog .

the cashier like blur blur de .

i say nachos ,

she like nachos ???

LOL

after tat watch the movie

cloudy with the meatball ( think is like this)

inside the cinema ,

thing happen .

cannot say HAHA XD

onli for me

watch hao le .

send her home .

i was suppose to do something , but nah ...

i scare later she tio problem .

so din .

she keep tickle me lor in the stomach

but than very fun XD

on the buss home keep thinking de .

think dao siao le .

this hongster have been dazzle by you >.<

well ...

think nothing le .

next time than update bah ^^

Lurb As Alwayss

2009-11-04T23:53:00.004+08:00

Messenge From Ur Dear .

I Love You

I Want You

I Miss You

Your My One And Only

Your Smile Is Like A Gift From Heaven

Everytime I See Your Smile

I Will Forget All My Unhappy Thing

You Are One Of A Kind To Me

I Wont Let Go Of You

Coz Your Too Precious To Me

I Cant Stop Thinking About You

Every Second Every Minute

Your In My Mind

Lurb You

Your The Treasure Of My Life

I Cant Bear To Make A Sratch On You

As Long As Your There

I Will Be There For You

This Will Be A Endless Story For Both Of Us.

Signing Off

2009-11-03T21:29:00.003+08:00

................

this few day alot of thing happen ...

one thing i want you to know ,

is tat i truely love you ..

i wont treat you like someone else

i will not wan you to think of it ...

and this will never be the ending of us .

coz there will not be any ending for us .

i wan to be with you forever .

your sick now .

hope u get well soon ..

take care of yourself .

i swear to u ..

tat i will never hide or do anything behind ur back ..

2009-11-03T09:00:00.002+08:00

walalalalalala....

gone le the cloud ~~

everything is back to normal..

today paper from 2-4 ...

dun miss me .

(bhb )

rofl ...

stop here bb

2009-11-02T19:44:00.004+08:00

.
not feeling well ...
under rain too long ..

wat u have say to me .
i really dunno how to face it .
ur final decision , i just gonna respect it .

loving someone does not mean to be with her all the time ,
but to see her happy .

if there are thing u think u cant get it .
i think it is time to let go of it .....

i jus dunno wat to do now .
im now jus mix up ...

but dun worry , i wont do anything stupid .
you wan to talk to me jus msg me .
i will reply u .

2009-11-01T22:15:00.003+08:00

wahahaha ~~

i think i am crazy de lor ..

tommorrow ss paper , today still can go lot 1 the mof eat ice cream XP

the pic are on top ,

well sry it is taken from the menu ,

because i eat halfway than i forgot i haven take photo of the ice >.<

haha.

wei hao eat the peach ice cream

danny eat the chocolate ice cream

while i eat the strawberry ice cream .

it was nice ^^

worth it i will say .

5 tumb up

dun get hungry after seeing this .

ok i stop here tommorrow still need wake up early .

so nite nite

30oct2009 love you as always

2009-10-31T01:02:00.004+08:00

1st thing 1st ,

gratz for ur result ^^

ok now start .

today go out with vanessa XD

sweet sia

although doing nothing ,

it was fun

cant forget about this day .

but still looking forward to the future.

at vivo ,

make vanessa phone .

kind of nothing to do while waiting for her phone to fix .

so i bo liao take some photo lalalala~

ok , while waiting for her phone to get fix ,

we go eat lunch ...

collection of phone is 1.15pm.

ok here are the food for today lunch

Ta-Da~

vanessa buy yong tau fu.

while i eat

sour plum chicken chop rice

after take phone le ,

the adventure start .

haha ,
this is vanessa ,
mabo mabo at mrt station XP

well kind of happen alot of thing today .
alot to say ,
but make it short
the bad thing happen lazy say XP
we when walk walk .
from plaza sing , to vivo , than to orchard , than walk back to plaza sing
LOl kind of bored ,
coz dunno where to go ..
no sense of shopping place XP

1st stop.
ORCHARD ,
drink star buck ,
treat her ,
coz to celebrate her result .
very cold lor the drink .
i drink caramel mochiato,while she drink mocha cuppucino.
than walk walk around ..

2nd stop
TAKASHIMAYA.
after tat walk to takashimaya .
on escalator ,
coz my hand very cold ,(hold the drink too long le)
than i go touch her face .
she went *ekk*
lol i so bad haha
than she take her drink put on my face ..
haha no effect , immune le ..(drink too much the drink le )
at takashimaya slack slack .
at there see soft toy buahaha
than vanessa keep taking the pooh walk around hugging it .
(cute sia ) >.<
than before leaving takashimaya ,
i told her to wait awhile ,
while i go buy something .

3rd stop
Plaza sing
than walk to plaza sing ...
lol on the way there ,
we were saying this is a form of exercise to burn fat.
walk walk walk *
reach plaza sing again le ..
go inside walk walk see toy again XD

4th stop
her house nearby
around 5-6+pm ,
she say she wan go home le .
so i send her home .
send her dao her house downstair .
well ,
before i leave ,(rmb the thing i say i go buy at taka?)
i gave her tat ...
well , very paiseh sia >.<
but still ,
im glad .

5th stop
choa chu kang
leave le ,
i go take bus back to cck ..
raining sia .. ( jus like my tear of happiness)
on the bus ,
i also mabo mabo le .
almost stand while sleeping Xp
but ur msg keep me awake .
reach cck le ..
find wh talk talk .
than go wl house slack play play .
at 11 ,
go downstair take last bus home .

last stop
home sweet home.
now at home le ...
tired sia ....
but worth it .
i go slp le ..
be pig le . oink oink*
>.<

ILY IWBWY <3>

hope you like the pooh .
rmb to stay happy .
lurb your smile *w*

nite nite sweet dream to you . cya tml

2009-10-28T23:04:00.003+08:00

im so sorry ...

i know tat wat i say or do audi have hurt you ...

or make you bad mood ...

i shouldnt have done tat ...

you care for me ,

yet im like tat ...

i feel like im a jerk now .

to onli care for myself and leave you at one corner .

i dunno if your gonna forgive me or wat ..

but wat i wan you to know is tat im really sorry

there is nothing i can do for u now ...

im jus a hopeless guy ...

but i do not wish to hurt u again ..

i know i have hurt you for sometimes already before .

just tat you din tell me ,

i can see wat i have done is hurting you ...

but , im keeping everything inside ..

afraid to tell you ..

because i scare of losing you ....

maybe i shouldnt have keep it ,

i should have just tell you ,

so tat i wont be keeping anything from you ...

28oct2009 .......

letter of apologise .

T^T

2009-10-28T20:07:00.001+08:00

Im sorry ... T.T

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry

pls dun like tat ........

i will be waiting for you ...

2009-10-28T10:23:00.002+08:00

~.~

haven fully wake up yet

ytd nite talking on phone till 3+ am

it was nice Xp

we were talking crap

hahaha

so i have nothing to say about it

ok this my short short de post .

I WAN MY TURTLE!